Girlfriend: Sophomore year

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Thanksgiving
Crew house
Robyn
I've been home for the past two months and honestly it's been good I've been talking to ti and fucking Nicki on the low. And me and keh yeah we cool now we had a huge blow out cause she found out I was talking to ti but I had to remind her who she with

Flashback
"Robyn please tell me this ain't the ti we both know!"

"And if it is?"

"HOW THE FUCK YOU GONNA HANG WITH HER SHE THE REASON WE BROKEN UP"

"HOL UP YOU THE FUCKIN REASON WE NOT TOGETHER YOU AINT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAID SHE KISSED ME SO I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT"

"HOW WE GON MAKE THIS WORK AND YOU MESSING WITH HER !"

"MAKE WHAT WORK you made it clear you want jah and not me now unless you want to tell me something stay mad but ti was our friend before she dated Sean so if I want to fix our relationship I will."

She looked at me with defeat I knew she wanted to say something else but she walked out with tears In her eyes I didn't give a fuck and I called Nicki that same night to fuck I even made her moan out loud so she can hear what she missin. Well that was a few weeks ago and after a week went by we talked about.

"You wanna be friends with her fine go ahead but just know if you try to fuck here like you do nicki you just proving my point that you didn't care that she kissed you"

"Of course I cared I loved you kehlani fuck I still do but you with jah im not finna break you away from him."

"Maybe I want you too"

"Huh?" I didn't really hear what she said but it's sounded like she was upset when I said that

"Nothing Robyn I'm just Glad you came back home" she smiled giving me a hug damn I missed her smell I miss her being my baby.

"I'm glad I'm back too keh I missed you"

Now we got that same goofy relationship we had when we first meet and I couldn't be happier. "Robyn come downstairs" I got up walking to the dinner table the whole crew was having dinner it's was a normal thing we do now thanksgiving dinner then Black Friday shopping. I went down and there was an empty seat by keh I took it and she smiled hugging me

"Come on let's eat so we can leave early it's our turn to go shopping together" I grabbed some food and we sat and joked around

"Yo how prison treating you Daniel?" Jah said making everyone laugh

"How it feel to know your girl don't love you" it got extremely quite after that I can see the vain in jah x get harder he got up grabbing Danny by the neck

"FUCK I SAID ABOUT TALKING ABOUT HER"

"Nigga I was playing chill out" he tried to get out of jah grip but he had a hold onto dan

"Jah let him go he was just playing"stoke said at this point no one knew what to do Jah was really ready to kill Danny

"Ight come on jah" I grab his hand and he looked me in the eye I can see the anger and sadness in his eyes

"You the reason she don't love me no more" he walked off I could of sore I saw a tear roll down his face. We all continue to eat as we heard x screaming and throwing things we was use to him be this angry it was better than putting it on other people like he use to.

"Igt well ima go get Jah y'all go ahead to the stores remember one gift for the person you picked." Stoke when upstairs and we all left I looked back and saw lani following me like a lost puppy I honestly didn't feel bad for Jah he and everyone know me and keh still love each other and I was respectful enough to not intervene on their love. So if she wants to come back there should be no bad blood but if there is oh well.

Kehlani
I hated the fact I still love Robyn but damn four years of love and support and love from her it's hard to forget her. Plus my heart just won't let me hate her even if she fucking Nicki to get over me or talking to ti to get under my skin. I love her and it's showing more and more everyday and I know Jahseh realizes and it's hurting him that he might have to let me go. Trust I love that boy we have so much in common but after two months the spark wasn't there anymore we kinda grew apart. We tried going on dates and even having sex to get that spark back but it's not there it's almost like he was just a temporary lover for the moment and Robyn is my real soulmate. I'll hate to hurt him and him hate her and I'll hate to hurt her and her hate him but I know what my heart wants and it wants her.

"Robyn can I ask you something?"

"Yeah lani what's up?"

"Have you ever love someone else whiled you loved me but you didn't want to hurt that person?" She looked at me confused but understood what I meant

"I mean not really I always knew I wanted you yeah I like a girl but I knew what my heart wanted and it was you."

"Oh ok" I looked out the window thinking of what to say next

"You... you still love jah don't you?"

"Not like the love I have for you but yeah I don't want to hurt him nor do I want him to hate you" she sighed god why did I have to do all this now I'm hurting the two people I love.

"You have to talk to him keh you can't keep staying in a relationship you don't want to be in listen to heart what does it want what do you want?" I looked her in the eyes I felt butterflies all over again her bright hazel eyes and soft smile I feel In love with the first time was getting to me again I smiled hard and kissed her cheek

"I want my baby boo back I hate doing this to you both but you was showing signs you didn't want to be with me you was being mean"

"I only did that so you can be happy with jah baby I hated being mean to you I love you so much kehlani will you be my wifey again?"

I smiled hugging her tight "YES YES YES BABY" she grab my chin placing her soft lips on my mine I wrapped my arms around her neck to deepen the kiss damn I miss feeling these lips