Girlfriend: Sophomore year

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"Shaking my fuckin head jahseh I really am your kids need you and here you are in jail" I stear at her with anger like she give a shit what I did and why I'm in here

"I'm getting out next week and it's not like you going into labor anytime soon so chill out" she shakes her head at me and stands up

"Fuck you Jah really fuck you" with that she walks off yes I'm still being an ass towards her but got damn it hurts to act like this when I miss her.

"Jah it's time to go back" the officer informed me I stood up and walked back to my cell which I shared alone this time I had pictures of me and the crew, my lil mans and me and Keh when we first meet. Being in here giving me sometime to think after fighting in school and being arrest for busting a teacher head open cause he called me out in class it's not worth it. Cause as much as we hate each other me and Keh need to have some type of relationship for the kids but of course my alter ego gets in the way and won't let me be nice to her for one second.

"Thinking again Jah" a fellow mate said walking by

"Yeah I got to see my baby mama today"

"And how that go?"He sat down on my bed he was a lil old black men said he was in here for murder he did when he was 18 I definitely didn't want to stay in here that long after hearing that I need to be there for my babies.

"Ughh I was an ass to her told her that I don't care how she feel about me being in here but I really do"

"Sound like you keep making x take over and not jahseh you hinding your real feeling Jah and if you don't show her soon you'll lose her and then kids forever" hearing that definitely made me worried I want my kids in my life I do but how do I show her I'm ready

"Say what kid when you get out of here throw her a shower you did say she like 6 or 7 months now show you ready by being there and Make a change be the jahseh she feel in love with"

"Ya thanks mark I will now if you don't mind I got some thinking to do"

"Ay same ol kicking me out it's cool I'm just gonna go beat my dick off bye jah" why the fuck this man always saying some sus ass shit like that man he looking I don't hit old niggas

Robyn

"Aye so rakim I was thinking about throwing Keh a baby shower next week wanna help"

"I thought Jah was getting out next week"

"I don't give a shit bout him"

"Since when?"

"Since he jerked off in front of me and Keh bedroom door and made Keh mad at both of us he a whole fuck nigga who can suck my left nut and choke on my nut" He looked at me grossed out but I don't give a flying fuck

"So you gon throw a party for his kids while he gets out you both petty as fuck In my opinion" I rolled my eyes and continued looking in my phone for ideas

"Like I said fuck him" I'm not worry about Jah I only care about showing my baby I'm ready to commit to her and the kids if he wants to be mad that's his fault not mines