Jalex (Jacob x Alex)

The Tough Times can be Uncertain

As much as there were good times, there were also bad times. While Jacob and I were trying to get to know each other, other people attempted to intervene for their own satisfaction.

There was a 13 year old boy named Xavier. And apparently he has been crushing madly on me since his first day, writing these hella freaky letters to me that seemed rather stalk-ish than flirtatious. While he would writ these letters to me, he would try to convince Jacob to stop loving me. That never worked, because once you love someone, you can just stop that easily.

I tried writing notes back to Xavier, telling him that I was in love with Jacob, and that I wanted him to stop writing letters to me. He didn't stop though, and I got in trouble for his actions. I was stuck on the unit for 3 whole days, crying, body aching with numbness, never wanting to die so much. But things eased up every time Jacob was there. I signed to him that I loved him, and only him. I told him I wanted him to run away with me, to be my forever. He was so happy to find someone who thought and wanted the same thing as him. We had been tempted to make plans for a new start in life--the new chance, together.

But ever new start can drop down at first.