Sakura Sister

Chapter Five: My Wish

Mama place her hand on the paper," Your report card tells me something else. Your failing all of your classes,how in world you missed 120 days of school!" Mama voice started to rise in anger and disappointment.

I heard the door close a couple steps behind me I seen Sakura walked right past me without saying a word I felt overwhelm seeing her I smile It had always been like this even though things had change every time she come home from the mission Sakura would just go up to her room the more I tried to talk to her the more she'll just push me farther away.She was my first friend even does we drifted away I still look up to her like everyone else does I still love my older sister and I always will It doesn't matter how cruel she treat me I will still love her til the end of the world I was so deep into my thoughts I couldn't hear what Mama was babbling to me about.

"Mom I'm going to take a shower then head off to bed." Sakura said pausing her footsteps smiling.

" Dinner would be serve soon so don't sleep on a empty stomach" Mama said.

"I won't, I may consider it Mama, I'll be back down in a minute" Sakura said as she kept walking down the hallway that lead upstairs.

At this moment I was so deep into my thoughts I watched Sakura leaved then I looked back at my Mama babbling at me I tried to pay attention to her words once again but I was completely lost I couldn't even catch up with the pace of her words I felt her words getting louder I started to gain a headache in the back of my head then I heard the last words that came out of Mama mouth.

"Do you think your actions are acceptable for this?" Mama asked furious.

I nearly froze I choke on my words that was the only thing I didn't want to hear for her. She don't understand!Nobody would understand if I were to tell them I'm know for a fact my parents would be the first people that would look at me different," You won't understand"I mumble underneath my breath as it slip out my mouth.

"Go to your room! I can't even deal with you anymore"Mama yelled.

I avoided eye contact looking directly at the ground I walked past my Mama as I made my way upstairs I seen Sakura right there looking at me It seem that she just got out the shower in her beautiful night gown then as she had her said wrapped up in the towel.I looked at her I absolutely I excited to see her I couldn't even think about what to talk about I had so many thinks on my mind but I couldn't just decided what to talk about.

"Dinner should be done soon." I said.

"Whatever" Sakura said as she turned around walking into her room closing the door behind her.I stood there as she close the door on my face brushing me off her shoulder. I turned around staring at my half closed door slowly walking into my room leaning against the wall. It had always been like this but I shouldn't be surprise but it still hurts, it hurts so much being ignore by the person I look up to, that had always been there for me and now its like I never existed.It like I'm being stab in the heart a millions time I hate being alone, I hate it so much tears stream down my face continuously I tried to wipe the tears away but the more I wipe the away the tears the more came down my face. I heard the door close I lifted up my head hearing footsteps I turned my head seeing Sakura walk past my room. I wipe my tears thinking twice about the situation. I pushed myself up against the wall slowly walking toward my door taking a deep breath inhaling. Should I apologize? I mean I didn't really do anything wrong maybe I just caught her at a mad time. I heard Mama and Sakura talking but there voices were kinda faint as I was deep into my thought.I touch the surface of my door walking towards the steps pausing on the 5th of last on.If I don't say nothing now things gone stay the same and always be like this? But I have to wait until Mama thought since I basically been sent to my room. I heard the door slam I slowly walked down the steps peeking my head through the corner seeing Sakura at the table eating the spicy curry Mama had just made I sat down at the table," Uh hi Sakura" I said.

Sakura quickly started eating slightly giving me the silent treatment I tried to come up with a conversation but everything I just said went down the drain. Sakura stood up from the table cleaning up after herself walking past me as I slowly lifted up my head."Good Night Kana" She said placing her dishes into the sink. I stood up as well as I watched her cleaning her dishes I took a deep breath thinking twice about the words that were about to come out my mouth, " Sakura I don't like how things have became. I don't like you ignore me and avoid every contact with me." In every word I slightly heard my voice rise just by a bit ," I already go through enough! Why do you treat me like this?" I asked feeling the pain of sadness strike my heart but feeling a bit satisfy , being about to say that was on my mind once.

 Sakura clean her bowl out," Do you really want to know" She asked.

"Yes" I said , also nodding my head looking directly at her.

Sakura slowly put her plate down and looked at me ," Your being so selfish Kana. To be honest I can't stand you I want to stay away from you as possible. Its always the same with Mother and Father when It all about you. I actually can't stand it seeing your sight why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE!" She screamed at me.I build up the courage to endure the pain that was thrown at me. It's can't actually be truth right?. I seen tears slowly stream down Sakura face which brought me to speak up," Sakura-san the truth please" I asked as the tone of my voice soften up a bit.

 Sakura place both of her hand on my shoulders at tears continue to stream down her face as she started to talk once again," Kana things won't ever be the way you once wish it was. It will never happen at this rate I know my beloved sister well enough to know that you're going to ask questions about it.The person I love dearly and truly left me to be with someone else now he's the rouge ninja of Kohona everyone wants to bring his back but there's plenty of enemies that we'll have to fight against.No matter how many times I chase after time its just he keep getting farther and farther away from me.I love him so much my love for him can't compare to no other. I love Sasuke so much" I heard the crack in her voice as she said his name as she started to pick up her sentence,"I don't even know why I bother to tell you anyway your worthless, your failing your class, and now that your standing in front of me with that status makes you weak.Its totally impossible for you to find him.He's the only thing in life that would absolutely make me happy and those things I said about you earlier," She slowly released her hands from my shoulder," It was true. I hate you we don't even have a bond like we use to, is it good that you even existed?"She turned around ," I don't even consider us sisters" Sakura walked past me looking down at the ground, walking down the hallway leading her way upstairs.

    I stood there feeling crushed thinking about the conversation.our wrong Sakura It isn't all about me when you left out that when it change, how can you be so blind. I soon made my way upstairs barely able to take all of this in I walked to Sakura door knocking on it as expected it wasn't a reply.But I heard crying that went on for long as 20 minutes, on second thought I'll just go.I walked to my bedroom and close the door behind me sitting down on my bed I looked at the window seeing a shooting stars. I wish for my sister happiness even if I spend the rest of my life in despite she's the most important person to me and the only person I can still somewhat call my family.I laid down in my bed" Just don't give up Sakura." I turned my head towards the recent records from the hospital I turn my head towards the wall. I can't tell no one I bite the nail of my thumb I can't accept how cruel life can actually be.I'll make sure your wish come true no matter what even if mines can't. I can always replace mines now mines is to make your wish come true