My inner thoughts...

Poignant Obsession

I'm gonna lie to myself...

I already do...

I'm blinded be you your lies...

They've become my truth...

How can you constantly say you love me,

And hurt me all the same???

Bring me up from my lonely pits...

To drop me once again.

You're tearing my soul now..

My heart is past shattered...

We connect and you understand...

Then go away and act as if it never mattered...

You've hurt me time after time...

But I'm too naive to let go...

Common sense tells me to walk away...

But that's my mind, my heart doesn't know..

I feel like an insect, 

Trapped in your web...

I struggle to break free, 

But all attempts have failed...

I pray to god, 

That you will see...

Just what it is,

You're making of me...

I stopped caring...

I had to for the pain to cease...

If you don't want my heart,

Just open your arms and release...

you can't keep doing this...

I can't take it anymore...

I meant it now dammit

Down to my core...

I could probably deal, 

If you didn't do the things you do...

Tell me if you could deal, 

If my shoes were on you???

To be or not to be...

Always the greatest question...

So whatever the outcome will be,

I've learned my most valuable lesson...

 ~Terrance Tompkins~