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Kiana's POV

I got to my house, closed all the blinds and went to my room. I like it dark and no one would know if I'm at home if the blinds are closed. I laid in bed, not sure of what to do but I definitely didn't want to get up. I sighed once again since I realized that I can't be like this forever so I got up and went to change out of my uniform. Of course, me having the shit beat out of me recently, it was still an extreme struggle. I would grunt in pain from time to time when I'd put pressure on the wrong points.

Once I finished changing, I went to my living room and sat down, wondering where I should go since I can't go to the cafe because they're gonna get mad at me for overworking myself.

"Do I walk around ? Nah, I'm gonna hurt myself if I do. Eh, whatever, I guess we'll go out." I talked to myself and got off the couch. I opened the door to see someone in front of me. I screamed and fell to the ground out of shock.

"Jesus Christ you scared me !" I said to the person... or should I say people there. I looked at the door to see 13 people at my door. I stood up and sighed.

"What." I said with attitude, crossing my arms while looking at them.

"Damn, why you gotta be so mad for ? I just wanted to show the guys my old house, for old times sake." Woozi said with a smile but I rolled my eyes.

"Key word: OLD house, meaning that it doesn't belong to you anymore. Also, last time I checked, I was the one paying all the bills in this house." I said.

"Be grateful that we still left the furniture here for you." He said, he has a point but still.

"Wow, you're so helpful, leaving me with only furniture. No food, no money, nothing else." I told him and he put his head down.

"Do you regret bringing up the topic now ? You know that if we had an argument about this house, you know damn well that I'd win." I told him and he nodded.

"Why do you live in his old house ? I remember coming here a lot before he moved, I thought no one lived here anymore afterwards." Hoshi asked and I looked at Woozi.

"Why don't you ask the former owner ? He's right there." I turned around and started going up to my room.

"wait Kiana !" I turned around and that's when I cracked.

"I don't even know why you guys decided to come here anyways ! I'm not a good person for you guys, I just ended up breaking you guys apart. Now please, get out before I do anything to hurt you all." They just stood there, staring at me.

"I said GET. OUT." I yelled at them and scurried out of the house. I cried quietly to myself, head in my hands and just sat on the couch but the doorbell rang.

"Didn't I say to leave ? Just go away !" I said, assuming it was the boys again so I just continued to cry.

"Hey, are you okay ?" I heard a soft and female voice say. I looked up to see Nayeon unnie and Eunha unnie.

"Unnie !" I yelled and ran into their arms.

"Hey what happened ?" Nayeon unnie asked while rubbing my back.

"I just saw the boys right now."

"Oh yeah, we saw them walking out but they looked a bit scared." Eunha unnie said.

"That's the thing, I yelled at them to get out." I said to them.

"Why ?"

"It's cuz I'm becoming toxic to them. Their friendship is breaking apart because of me !" I told them and breathed heavily afterwards, it was like a 50-pound weight was lifted off of my chest.

"Wait, I don't understand, I don't know what you mean." Nayeon unnie said looking frantic and confused.

"Yeah, you were perfectly fine with them a few days ago." Eunha said and I nodded, already sobbing.

"That's the thing, I thought everything was fine but then we were playing truth or dare earlier. Hoshi was chosen and he said truth so DK asked him if he liked me. It ended up him leaving the cafeteria, me looking for him, having a conversation with him in the dance studio and falling asleep, and then me waking up to Jun and Hoshi yelling at each other." I said very quickly.

"ok slow down. you don't need to be like this. not everyone is perfect." Nayeon unnie said but I immediately cut her off.

"I know that but I'm not a good person for them. I'm toxic, it's better if I'm just alone at school." I said to them but they shook their heads.

"Kiana, if you were toxic, do you think we would be comforting you right now ? Do you think we would've been nice to you for the past how long ? You know, before you came, the boss used to be super mean but when you came, he became so much nicer." Eunha unnie said.

"That's true. Stop putting yourself down, you are an amazing person, no matter what anyone says. You deserve the world, no wonder Hoshi and Jun both like you." Nayeon unnie followed and I smiled.

"Thank you but I still need to distance myself away from them so they can figure it all out on their own and I don't have to be involved, at least for now." I said and they nodded.

"You're extremely wise for your age, are you sure you're only 16 ?" Eunha asked and I laughed at her.

"Nah, I just went through more than any other 16-year-old has gone through." I said and they nodded.

"At least you're getting better. I remember when we first met you, you were so quiet, you barely even talked, it was kind of scary. I'm glad I talked to you that day." Nayeon unnie said and I nodded, remembering the day I started working there.

"Yeah, it was kind of intimidating just to see you be like that. It was weird too cuz you were only 15 when you started working at the cafe. You were silent when we both thought you'd be this loud and immature teenager going to work." Nayeon unnie said I laughed a bit.

"Thanks I guess." I said with a small smile.

"I don't mean it like that !" Nayeen unnie hit me slightly.

"I meant that you just exceeded our expectations... by a lot." Nayeon unnie continued and I laughed.

"I know that, thanks for setting your standards low so I could just exceed them." I said and they laughed.

"Whatever, the only thing that matters is that we love you." eunha unnie said and they both hugged me.

"I love you guys too."

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