the hurt ⇀ jadon sancho

10, the first end

where did we go wrong jadon?

what did we do wrong?

maybe we just weren't made for eachother, even though it really felt like that.

i tried to forget you, to get you out of my head, to stop connecting everything i see, do or hear to you, but i just can't.

i guess it isn't possible to forget your first and probably only love of your life.

and you are the love of my life jadon.

i would have done everything for you.

i would have catched a bullet for you.

i would have died for you.

i still don't know why exactly you broke up with me.

and i can't figure it out by myself.

the loss of my mom after the break up hurt.

it really hurt.

but the hurt wasn't as bad as it was when you broke up with me.

when i lost my mom, i lost a part of my life, an important person and my role model.

but when i lost you, i lost a part of me.

i lost my heart.

i gave it to you and you took it with you.

and even now, i can't stop the aching.

and it will never end.

but that is just a part of us.

of you jadon, and of me.

a part of life.

the hurt.