Hey guys, so this episode is quite long because i was supposed to upload yesterday but i didn't so this is my Compensation for you.
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"I-I can't y/n i...i'm sorry" he stood up. He turned around so his back facing me, he run his hands through his hair and all i hear is him murmuring "shit! shit!" To himself.
I couldn't belive this is happening. I thought we had a moment, a real one! But i was wrong, apperantly he doesn't think i am good enough for him. I was so hurt i felt like crying. He turnes around.
"Look, y/n i-"
"No jimin, it's fine" i say, trying to hide the fact that i am almost choking by my own tears. "I just wanna go home" i stand up and give him the look of "i don't wanna talk about it now". He looks at me in a sorrowful look for a few seconds before saying,
"Sure, i'll take you" i nod silently and walk out of the door with him following from the back. I have no other choice but let him drive me home because i am here with jennie and i don't have a car. Plus, i don't even know where suga is.
We got in the car and drove home. It was a quite ride, non of us talked and i just waited for the moment i will get home to cry my eyes out. The car stops, we arrived.
"Y/n please don-" jimin says but i can't listen to him now.
"Bye jimin" i say and open the car door, "Thanks for the ride" i get out of the car. I walk home and i know he is still here, waiting for me to get home safetly, because that's just the way Park Jimin is. When i enter my house and close the door, i fall to the ground and cry. How pathetic you are, y/n.
After the party i had to explain jennie why i disappeard like that, so i told her everything. And i found out that suga forced all of his friends to keep an eye on me while eventually he fell asleep in one of the rooms and jin found him and took him home.
Time skip (A week later)
Me and jimin are kind of avoiding each other for the past week. I don't really want to hear what he has to say because i know what is it already. He would come and apologize saying he didn't mean to kiss me and it was a mistake, and that it is impossible for us to be together because i'm like his little sister.
Honestly, i can't hear it so i am avoiding him. But i am not the only one! He avoids me too everytime he comes alone or with his friends to hang out with suga. He doesn't even look at me, doesn't say hello or goodbye to me, doesn't ask me anything, just ignoring me.
And today it's even wrost! All 6 of them are coming to a sleepover at our house and my parents are going out for two weeks, which means - the boys and i are alone in this house tonight! Alone!
So i asked suga if i can tell jennie to come over and of course he said yes, that's how i can get away from jimin all night.
It's night time now and jennie is here already with me in my room while suga is downstairs with his friends.
"It'll be so much fun! Come on y/n, don't pay attention to him...just enjoy your night, it's your house after all" jennie says. She tries to convince me to watch movies with the boys in the living room and at this point i am considering it...
"Ahh, fine!" But you are next to me all the time! Don't leave me alone ok?" I ask her.
"Of course! I'll be there for you..." she smiles at me, "now let's go" she pulls me out of the room and i am starting to get nervous about not being able to avoide jimin.
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