FLOWER ROAD • IZONE × X1•

twenty eight

WonYoung Pov:

"Srsly unnie I am just trying to protect our family, I am not enjoying this too"

--"But you are overdosing your act!" .

"I'M NOT, and I am trying my best not to hurt anyone! Don't you see how hard its for me?!"

--"Not hurting anyone? You did hurt ton of people including sihoon and everyone else" she said.

"why are you mentioning him? I had no other choice and you know that. its not like that I could make both of them happy."

--"You had a choice . sihoon wanted to do anything to earn you back. I could have protected our family! It wasn't necessary of you!" she said in a harsh tone and a tear dropped down my eyes. 'whats wrong with unnie?' 'I thought she was happy that I and Yohan are together..' 'why is she talking like I am a witch..'

--"do you even know how much sihoon is hurting? Don't get me wrong Wonyoung but don't you know how much I love sihoon? He is like a brother to me."

--"he sends me messages everyday. He is not even eating well neither is he focusing on his practices. You just left him without a word don't you see him breaking? I am so angry that I feel like I am going crazy when I see you smiling but sihoon almost dying. If I am like this how do you think sihoon feels?"

--"I am afraid he wont bear it. You know you became his everything when he lost his family so at least talk to him. I am afraid the company would fire him or even worse" she sighed and walked out of the room and I was there sitting on my bed again like a potato.

I still do have feelings for sihoon but.. what about my dad?

It's strange how we are in love but we are not talking. We're In love but we don't express it.

Yohan can make me happy and he also can make me smile and laugh but you are not in love with everyone who makes you happy. Everybody can make you happy but only one person make your heart so fast and for me that person was never Yohan.

YENA POV:

I grabbed my jacket and went to see sihoon at the park infront of his agency. I didn't want to tell Wonyoung about sihoon but I couldn't take it anymore.

I cant believe he is destroying himself and his dream that he has always worked for.

The problem is I feel so bad towards Wonyoung ,I know she is in love with sihoon and I feel so useless as an older sister.

I reached the park and saw sihoon sitting on a bench with his head down and shoulder crocked.

I sighed and headed toward him ,I sat beside him.

"hi" I smiled.

"hi nuna" he faked a smile.

"I heard you ditch practice those days" I sighed and frowned.

"how did you know?" he asked.

"well I have my own ways" I said and he laughed alittle.

"i am serious , you really need good punishment" I told him seriously.

"Like?" he asked.

I grinned before answering " having to practice with me till midnight".

"I would gladly accept it" he grinned and I got up with him following behind me.

We headed toward an old practice room which we had practiced in it in the past when they were in an academy.

Today I decided to be with sihoon and serve my tomorrow to Wonyoung cause sihoon isn't the only one in my help.

To be true my feelings for yohan never really left my mind even for a second but it didn't stop me from doing anything I like to do. unlike the ones who get their heart broken will cry and get depression but I wasn't even sad i didn't even want to cry I just felt a little just a little empty.

Jongseok oppa agreed to let me stay out till midnight and to not let my mom know because I know she wouldn't let me. I just asked Wonyoung to close her mouth to and to not worry about sihoon cause I am handling him..

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After 3 hours of practice we were both really tired and we sat down on the floor and drank water.

And then there was silence , both of us just sat there looking down.

And then I decided to break the silence.

"I got my heartbroken too" I smiled as I looked at him.

"huh?" he looked up, he didn't understand what I said maybe because I said it so suddenly while he was in his own thought and I repeated myself.

He didn't say anything.

"well maybe I would be less broken because I had never dated him, not like you who had dated the one who broke your heart" I smiled.

"but that doesn't mean you can do this to yourself , when you hurt yourself like that you would make Wonyoung feel guilty" I told him.

"at least she knows you love her, while I couldn't even confess my feeling and I have to bury them before they could reach him, I have to keep them by myself when you can let them out, you have nothing to hide,  that's a really great thing and you will never realize it till the moment you have to hide your feelings" I looked at him but he was looking somewhere else.

"they don't break your heart because they want to do it, they just cant do anything about it, we cant blame them for breaking our heart , you know? And another thing .,.. its not like when you love someone you have to be their gf or bf.

sometimes its enough to let them know you love them and you are there for them and make them smile , its really enough" this time he was looking at me.

"if you really love Wonyoung just stay by her side and make her happy as a friend and fix yourself too , if you really love her you will know being there making her smile is whole better than destroying yourself " I smiled  at him who had watery eyes.

"I cant really express what I think and what I feel but I hope I expressed what I meant well"  and I was crying after that , he came closer and hugged me tight.

"I really cant see you like this sihoon, I cant take it when I see you destroying your dream like this" I cried hard.

"mianhae nuna, chinja mianhae, I promise I wont make you worry like this anymore , I promise" he quietly said.

"p-promise?" I hiccuped.

He broke the hug and grinned " I promise" he laughed as he raised his pinky finger and intertwined it with mine.

"I promise" he smiled and I laughed.

I looked at him before hugging him once more.

"nuna is always here for you , I promise , I would do anything so you would be happy" I smiled.

And we got up after some moment and started practicing again but this one was different from the other one, this one was filled with laughing and it was so fun.

Sihoon escorted me to home.

"bye sihoon" I waved my hand.

"bye nuna" he waved his hand before walking away , I stood there watching him go before entering home.

i saw jongseok oppa in the living room working on his laptop.

"hi oppa, komawo for the help today, I will cook a delicious breakfast for you tomorrow " I smiled as I threw him a flying kiss.

He just chuckled and shook his head.

"this is the last time,princess" he said.

"arasseo" I said as I walked upstairs to our room to see Wonyoung sitting on her bed.

"heyyy" I said as I walked into washroom and washed myself and wore my pj's , it took me around 30 minutes.

When I came out Wonyoung was laying on her bed playing with her phone, I threw myself on her bed and hugged her tight.

"sihoon promised to go to his practice and to stay healthy and even to study well, you don't have to worry about him anymore".