❝𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐔𝐒❞ 𝙙. 𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙣𝙚

prologue

excuse mistakes

i had just gotten out of rehab. i'm ready for a " new start " as my dad would say. i hopped into the back of his tesla, ignoring the judgemental stares of who i'm guessing is his new wife.

i know you're probably thinking, "tesla? oh this man has money" well... you're not wrong. my father is tony stark. billionaire, playboy, philanthropist, and some other shit i can't seem to remember.

"hey y/n." my ' brother ' peter said.

wait, wait, wait. let me back my dumbass up.

when i was about six or seven years old, my parents were killed by some psychopath who goes by the name of jOkER. a vigilante named batman or the dark night or whatever, found me and brought me to the police station and let out.

about ten minutes later, in came a man named bruce wayne. he started speaking to me and it didn't take me that long to figure out that he was actually the dark night himself.

"so, mr. batman, what are we going to do about my parent situation?" i asked. "how did you-" "it wasn't that hard to figure out, sir." "i- anyway, i have a friend. his name is tony stark. he offered to take you in."

"take me in? what am i, some sort of rescue dog?" "would you rather live in an orphanage?" he asked me. "hmm... i suppose not"

"ok then."

•••

me and mr. wayne were standing at the door, waiting for someone to answer. a few seconds later, a beautiful woman with dark skin greeted us. "hi, you must be y/n," she said, "i'm leslie. come in and meet the others."

she introduced me to her and tony's adoptive son, peter parker.

•••

fast forward some years later, i'm like thirteen. mom had been diagnosed with cancer and i was stuck taking care of her.

i remember giving her her pills and lowkey taking some for myself. she was too sick to notice anyway.

looking back on it now, i feel like shit, but i can't help it.

it was the first time i had done drugs...

but it wasn't the first time i got high.

i remember i was about eight or nine and i had a panic attack. the doctors put me on some kind of medication and i was high as a kite. that moment... all my worries went away.

i felt carefree.

i felt good.

i felt... happy.

and that is all i've wanted to feel for the longest.

when leslie died, my addiction grew stronger.

fast forward some more years, the summer before senior year, peter had found me covered in my own vomit, overdosing.

i had to go to rehab for most of the summer and now i'm back.

fast forward to right now.

when we got home, i threw on some more fitting clothes and went to go meet up with someone.

jason todd.

my best friend. my drug dealer.

"didn't you just get out of rehab?" he questioned. "so?" "sO? y/n, do you hear yourself? what would damian think? what would your dad and peter think?" "don't question me bitch, i just want my drugs."

•••

i ended up having to get my drugs from a little ass boy that probably doesn't even know his ABCs and 123s yet.

i didn't question it.

when i got home, i saw my new ugly ass stepmother staring at me. "what?!" "where were you?" "out. i went to get something to eat." i lied.

"where were you really?" "I SAID I WENT TO GET SOMETHING TO FUCKING EAT!!" i screamed. "i want to drug test you." she told me. "what-" "me too." my father said.

i looked at him with tears in my eyes. "so you're gonna take her side over mine? wow, ok." i said before running up to my room.

i had to get drug free pee QUICK and there was only one way to get it for free.

"dad, i'm going to lexi's house!"

•

"here's you're ' eyeliner ' " lexi said so that her parents wouldn't be suspicious.

when i got home, my dad's ugly girlfriend, who i still didn't know the name of, tested the pee and found that it wasn't tainted.

"i'm sorry for not trusting you. it's just that, you're dad told me abo-" "whatever, bitch. i don't even know you."

based off of the show ' euphoria ' staring my queen zendaya. don't expect this book to be exactly like the show