adopted by gene Simmons

the gates of paradise will fall

 felt someone grab my hand and ask what the hell did you do I turn to see my bother he seem the be very angry and I just smiled. I know what you did. what do you mean you know what I did I don't know what you're talking about?  don't play dumb with me he said gripping my hand tighter. ow, you're hurting me Nick let go of my hand. I'm not going to let go until you tell me what you did.  still, don't know what you're talking about. he gripped my wrist more. I pulled my hand away. so what I made a contract with dad I was not the only one who was part of the contract dad had to do with most of the contact he is the one who said yes.  he pushed me up against the wall and he started pressing against my ribcage. this is what you get for doing what you did to my father. you're he's just not yours he's mine too I said crying because I was in pain, no your not my father did not make a monster. he grabs my throat and started to choke me he drops to the ground my father would have never let a monster be around his children. he said. I was trying. to catch my breath and trying to keep the blood from coming out of my mouth.  he kicks me and then all the blood came rushing out like a fast stream. I get off the ground I didn't ask for it to be this way this is beyond my control. I can't take back what happened to me I can't change the pasted he hit me across the face. my eyes turn to a pinkish-red.  I grab his hand and though him on the grab hit his back.dont you remember I'm the firstborn so I'm the most important to father I'm the trademark of the family. I got knocked down to the floor. he started to beat me up again to the point I could not get up I just sat there talking the beating that I did nothing to deserve. I laid there in pain.  then the door slammed open all I remember is seeing my fathers face before I blacked out. then I woke up in pain I could not move. I felt I hand on top of my hand. couldn't open eyes. all I saw was the darkness of the void of darkness.   nothing more and nothing less. I tried to open my eye but I could. all l could hear is my father's voice screaming I could make out what he was saying but I knew he was mad.   I felt a kiss on my forehead the kiss was sweet and warm. but knew who it was his kiss was different. He seemed flustered and worried but what I felt most in his kiss that he was scared. no was not scared for himself no there was nothing he was afraid of.  no the fact that my brother beat the living shit out of me did not scare him no it was no he was not scared for the life of his lover no he did not fear the fact my brother could have killed me. he was not afraid because he knew that I was strong. but I did not why I felt that he had a great pain within him, then it struck me.  I lost our child his son. I woke up then I look at my brother you baster ll' l kill you, son bitch, you took everything from me. Ravyn I heard my father's strict voice.  he was calling me out for my actions and my behavior.  looking into my father's eyes knew he had trust within my hands. he kissed my forehead. he had a box in his hand he handed it to in and in that box was the family diamonds 

oh father there lovely this was my mothers and she gave it to me when she found out that my firstborn child was going to be a girl she told me do give this the day you got engaged since you got beat up that night by your dinging brother. paul kissed my forehead, hey the baby is ok. he kissed My stomach I love you both very much. he flips my hand over revealing the ring he kissed my lips and left the room the and the only people left in the room was my father and myself