-Michelle-
When I woke up, I was in bed, alone.
It was dark out now, and I could hear the TV in the living room.
I walked down the hall quietly.
Chester was sitting on the couch, asleep, TV still on.
I looked out the front window at the night around us.
I sat next to him, "Hey, why don't you go to bed?" I asked.
He didn't move.
"Chester." I shook his shoulder gently.
He still didn't move.
"Babe?!" I shook him harder.
This was the moment I realized he was ice cold.
"Chester!!!" I yelled louder, tears in my eyes.
I looked around frantically, trying to find his phone.
I saw a needle on the table, drawing my eyes to his arm, where I saw the tell-tale trackmarks in the bend of his arm, his belt still tightly wrapped around it.
"Oh my god!" I cried, undoing the belt.
I pressed my fingers to his neck, searching for a pulse, while frantically searching for his phone.
I felt a dull, slow thump against my fingers, and the panic heightened.
I found his phone on the floor, and quickly dialed 911.
"My boyfriend overdosed, please help me." I cried.
"Calm down ma'am, what's your address?" She asked.
"1493 Hudson Street." I replied, shakily.
"Is he conscious?" She asked.
"No."
"Is he breathing?"
I put my hand on his chest, "Barely." I whispered.
"Okay, I've dispatched an ambulance to your address, they should be arriving in less than five minutes."
I began to sob, "Okay."
"What's your name?" She asked.
"Michelle." I replied.
"Michelle, how long has your boyfriend had this problem?" She asked.
"I don't know, I had no idea he did this." I replied.
"Okay, try to remain calm." She reassured me again.
I heard the sirens drawing closer, and I couldn't help but sob harder, "I'm so scared." I whispered.
The red and blue lights illuminated the living room, and I heard the footsteps drawing closer.
I struggled to my feet and ran to open the door.
They rushed past me, and began CPR.
I scrolled through Chester's contact list, calling Mike.
"Hello?" he asked sleepily.
"Mike?" I asked.
"Yeah, Michelle?" he asked.
"Yeah." I replied shakily.
"Are you crying?" he asked.
I sniffled, "Yes, I'm so scared and I don't know who else to call." I said.
"What's going on, where's Chester?" he asked.
"He's.." Sobs shook my chest, interrupting my sentence.
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Breaking The Habit (Chester Bennington fanfic)
FanfictionMichelle hasn't had it easy in life, coming from a broken home, an absentee father and abusive mother, she wasn't really set up for success in life, and struggles in relationships, battling addiction, self-harm, and depression. She hasn't been sobe...