Bachelor's Lust : Xavier Lee

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Mabigat ang talukap ng mga mata ko, I can't open it, I'm can't to speak, kahit anong gawin ko di ko malabas ang gusto kong sabihin, but I can hear them. I can hear everything.

"Mimi, I mish you na po. Please wake up."

Who was that? And who's Mimi?

Hearing those words everyday gives me strength, when I have this feeling a may nag aantay sakin. But how do I have him? Who am I anyway?

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Ingrid opened her eyes, all she can see is the white walls that surrounds her and there's a little boy sleeping soundly on the sofa.

Napatingin naman ang nurse sa kanya at agad tumawag ng doctor.

"I'm glad your awake Ingrid, your son is waiting for you. Rest for a while Ingrid, tatangalin lang namin ang nakakabit sayo." She immediately obliged and close her eyes. 

Ingrid. That's who am I. She thought.

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Ingrid

"I'm Ingrid Amor Bonifardo? How come I don't know? Do I have amnesia or something? This is a cliche plot if I have one you know." I said sarcastically, I don't know where this attitude came from but it seems the doctor didn't mind my rude action. Then the pain from my head hurts like hell, parang binato ako ng martilyo while some scene replay while I see this doctor in front of me.

"You may have series of images that your head is recalling it may hurt lalong lalo na sa simula but eventually you'll remembered it all. Di naman malala ang amnesia mo, you'll definitely remember everything in a short period of time." Parang ayokong maniwala kay Doc Noah.

"Okay fine, do you know me? You seem so familiar to me also, to be honest. I saw a younger version of yourself." I asked.

"Of course Ingrid, I know you personally. Umalis ka sa inyo when you were 16, you work for me Ingrid for the past 5 years as my Secretary way before I became a license doctor, and while you work for me, you proceed on your dreams, being a Pilot. Age, 28. Birthday, August 28." Di naman nakakapagtaka, he talks to me like he knows me so well. Tsaka magaan din naman ang loob ko sa kanya.

"Pero kulang pa yun, I'm 28 right? What happened for the rest 7 years?" Tanong ko. 7 years is a very long time, ang dami kong kailangang alalahanin.

"I don't know what happen to you after you left, umalis ka after nahire ng isang kompanya abroad and after that wala na akong balita. You're a very secretive person Ingrid, di mo sinasabi ang mga problema mo. Lahat ok but seeing you with that kiddo, I don't even know who's the father of your child but seeing him it's like having a guy version of yourself."

After what he said, napatingin ako sa bata. Nakatulog parin sya, I let him sleep with me kase nga anak ko nga sya, I think, and I don't want him to fall from the sofa.

"Mimi is awake baby." Sabi ko nalang na nagpamulat ng mga mata niya.

Laking gulat ko that my son had extraordinary eyes, he has this piercing sky blue eyes and his left eye had my green eyes on them.

"Mimi!" He exclaimed and hugged me tight. Halos di ako makahinga pero parang hinaplos yung puso when I hear him crying. Paulit ulit niya sinabing gising nako and I won't leave him anymore. Never again. 

I spent my entire afternoon talking to my son. Kinuha ko naman ang jacket niyang suot at nagulat ako sa nakita. His arms has this bruises, alot of it. Then some memory came into my mind regarding about it which made me furious.

Then another images flashes on my mind which made me confused.

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We've been laughing loudly while watching spongebob when someone knock on our door.