Help I've been Kiddnapped by vampires

Chapter 10 - Niall's secret

**Louis' POV**

"Bye."

"Bye."

"Bye."

"Bye." Emily said with one last giggle as she left my room.

Her long brown hair almost getting caught in the door. I looked back to my phone, it's 12:47. We talked for almost three hours. She told me all about her past. How her parents kicked her out when she was 15. She has 2 younger brothers and her parents couldn't afford all of them. She hasn't talked to them since. She also told me about how she had never dated anybody. She was homeless for 3 months because her job had fired her. She doesn't even go to school anymore! She was forced to drop out and all she ever wanted to do was become a counselor or social worker. She wanted to help the kids who have bad pasts like her.

Now that I'm thinking about this I feel bad. I didn't tell her anything about my past. I know how she feels though. When I was younger my father kicked me out. My mother didn't want to but my father didn't gave anybody a chance. 

"You're a worthless piece of ****" where the last words he said to me. He didn't accept me for what I was, for who I am...

**Niall's POV** 

I wandered around the kitchen. Wait I'm not wandering, I'm pacing. Why am i pacing? What am i so worried about? Am I worried or am I guilty? What is wrong with me?? I know whats wrong with me. I'm a monster. Look at what I am. I cant even eat real human food. Or can I? I walked over to the kitchen and took an apple from the food we have for Emily. I can eat this. Its only an apple. What could possibly happen? I took a huge bite out of the fiery red apple I held in my clenched fist. I started to chew. Then a horrible sensation sourced throughout my entire body. My mouth started to burn. I couldn't taste a thing! All I could do was stand their with my mouth wide open. I quickly spit out the apple in my mouth but that didn't stop the excruciating pain running through my mouth and making its was down my throat. I suddenly screamed as I realized I cant eat human food. All I will ever taste again is blood. I crushed the apple in my hand in rage. I know what I have to do now. 

I raced out of the patio door and out into the middle of the woods. What am I going to do? I'm just a monster, a useless creature that will never do any good but yet.. I can never go away. There is only one way to kill a vampire and no way am I doing that! All I have ever wanted in life is to be normal. But to fit in is to not live. If it weren't for fitting in I would have been set free a long time ago. Now I'm just a corpse who cant move on, stuck with the horrid curse if immortality.

I wandered on those thoughts in my head for a few more moments before snapping out of it. My throat still had the lingering burning sensation from that apple. I need to hunt. I normally don't drink from anything alive but i really don't have much of an option right now. I looked around. It was quiet, too quiet. I opened my mind to find any lingering thoughts. Nothing. I stormed off towards town. Typically it would have been way for far to simply run to but with my non-human like speed i could get there in 3 minutes tops. As I got more and more closer I started to hear more people. Thinking, completely unaware that there was an eavesdropper among them. Suddenly I came to a complete stop. I can smell them. This is not good. I can never rome around in this kind of place. When I can smell so many of them. That's when it hit me. That smell. That one smell that has captivated me since I first smelt it.  I followed the wonderful scent down the streets to a coffee shop. I stared at the girl who has captivated me with the smell of an angel. Of coarse this is her. Nobody else could smell so much like her. She walks towards the door to exit. I cant do this. I cant help myself, Im the worst thing in the world. She walked out and i leaned against the building waiting for her to walk far enough away so she doesn't get suspicious.

I watched as she got a little further away before i started following her gorgeous essence. Once she turned a corner there was nobody around. I sped up so I was close behind her. I waited until she passed an alley and i quickly put my hand over her mouth and dragged her into the dark shadows between the two tall buildings.

"Shhhh" i shushed her trying to get her to stop screaming. She stopped immediately and whimpered. I ran my finger through her soft hair. It was slightly grey at the roots but she was still young. "You look so much like her. I promise to make this fast for you." I assured her, not wanting to see her go through any pain. I brushed her hair away from her neck and bit in. The second i tasted it, some sort of rush went through me. My eyes shot open in pleasure. I sucked up as much as I could, not being able to control myself. I removed my hand from her mouth to her neck as my other hand supported her limp body. After I finished I took a step back.

Oh no..... what have I done? I actually just did that. I've killed Emily's mother.