Slowly, the ear splitting sound of the alarm clock phases in, louder and louder, my eyes snap open and i lunge forward causing myself to nearly topple the bedside table, i scramble around in my blurred vision and press the button causing the startling noise to shut off. Throwing myself back with a deep yawn i rub the sleep from my eyes, after a moment of gaining awareness i hear my phone go off, i snatch it from the table and read the text, "f/n: hey where are you, professor looks down because your not here ;) " I scoff and turn my phone off, i know he doesn't like me, im a student, even if im 21 its still against the rules. Besides im too young for him, he probably likes older women. I throw the thought out of my head and turn on my playlist and text my friend that i will be there in a bit. I went to my wardrobe and pulled out whatever, and got undressed and slipped on the clothes, my outfit consist of a black turtle neck that stopped mid thigh and the sleeves were too long for my hands, and a pair of pale purple skinny jeans with rips on the thighs and knees and finally i put on my converse, i eat, drink my coffee, brush my teeth, grab my stuff, and set sail for a day of anxiousness and shyness and fucking shit up.
..::timeskip::..
Professor membrane said not one word to me when i walked in and sat down 3 hours ago, no discipline? No lecturing me on how being late is not ok?..... Something is up. I nervously scribble stuff down and ignore my fellow classmates trying to talk to me, i can not afford to be socializing at this time, my ass is on thin ice and i can tell. The notes portion of class is done, its now time to actually experiment, i put on my assigned lab coat and safety goggles and set up, i rolled up my sleeves and put on my elbow length gloves that were purple, i picked them out myself ((goggles are also purple bc i love it)) and began the task, i was getting ready to mix a measurement that i wasn't sure was correct before i felt a light grip on my hand, "lets take a second look at that shall we" I blushed and nodded, he let go of my hand and began to explain what kind of measurements are correct for the specific compound i was working with, for some reason i couldn't stop staring at his face, he was- hhhot..... But whhhyyy, whhyyyyyyy. I wasn't aware of how long i had been staring with my blushing face and subconsciously bitting my lip with half lidded eyes straight at my science professor. He just stared back, one elbow propped up and chin resting in his palm, he's leaning down so he was eye level with me. "Are you going to tell me i have pretty eyes now" He said nonchalantly my eyes widen and i cover my face and apologise "omegash imsosorryifimadeyouunconfertableiamsoweirdwhatmyproblem" He laughed and patted my shoulder "its ok i was only messing with you, so..... About you being late, you have to stay after class and help clean. I wont be too harsh on you, i know how hard it can be" I nodded "s-sorry sir" He chuckled and excused himself to attend to the rest of the class.
::after class::
My stuff is packed but im still seated as soon as the door is closed and locked professor membrane sighs and his brows furrow together like he's been holding something in all day, this gets me worried, he sluggishly walked to my desk, pulled out a chair and sat across from me with his head kinda hanging down, "professor...... Is everything ok.. " It takes a while but he nods his head no, he slowly looks up at me and slips his goggles up to rest on top of his head. His eyes looked tired and filled with tears "i-i didn't know who else to talk to but you.... I feel like i can share my feeling with you because of our bond " He said, his voice cracking a bit. Yes me and professor membrane mingle every now and then, we converse about a lot of stuff and he's really helped me a lot, now its time for me to help him. I nodded my head "you can talk to me, and i will try my best to help" I said in a soothing voice, he nodded and wiped his eyes and began to talk " Well... Ever since my wife..... I have not been the same, im always thinking that maybe i will feel those feelings again, but i don't think i will, and i know im 'PROFESSOR MEMBRANE' but.... I would love to... Feel loved again. its impossible, im too old and im a dad of two" I nodded my head, i know what he feels, love starved, wishing for it and not being able to have it, its painful to go through every day, the feeling in your chest it feels like it aches being alone, i got out of my seat and made my way to him, i bent down and hugged him, he was stiff at first, he was touched starved as well i figured in that moment, so am i, i smile as his arms slowly snake around me and he buries his face into the crook of my neck and sobs lightly "i know what it feels like, i know what wishing to feel arms around me while laying in bed is like, accept I've never had it before, and the man that i wish loved me the doesn't know that, he's tall, handsome, has dark hair, and I've never seen his eyes till today" I say smirking, he lifted his head from my neck "he thinks no one out there wants to love him but there is..... " He moves to adjust his coat " Uhm... Its hot... " He said, i was just barely able to see blush, he was also nervously fidgeting with his collar "here" I bent down even more and undid the button on his collar and pulled it down so his face and neck was exposed, i was stuck, ooooohhh gooooood, how handsome can someone be, i felt like i was floating, he had nice chiseled features and light stubble. I was staring so lovingly at him and i didn't care in this moment. "Its me professor..... Im the one who wants to love you... And hearing you say stuff like that breaks my heart" His eyes widen and he blushes harder "b-but... Im old- a-and i have kids and-" I shushed him by sitting on his lap with my legs dangling off to the side and my face facing him. "None of that matters, i still like you, you never told me how you feel about me, but your reactions tell me enough" He chuckles and fidgets with his fingers " W-well... Your a very beautiful girl and your really smart... And.... You make my heart flutter when you ask me how my day is and, w-when you hand me little drawings of me i hang them in my office, when i catch you staring at me i smile, when you laugh i just......... Feel so in love...... Over the past 2 years of teaching you....... I've fallen for you...... "
He looks back up to find me lovingly staring at him with teary eyes, i snake my hands up his neck and around his face and dig my fingers into his hair, he almost instantly melts, closing his eyes and making what sounded like a purring noise as he leaned into my touch. He was REALLY really touch starved, i slowly move my lips to his surprisingly soft ones and pasionetly kiss him. It takes time for him to process that this is really happening and kiss back but when he does its with ten times more passion, he wraps is arms around my waist and pulls me into him so now our body's are connected, the more attention i gave his body the more his breaths started to pick up, he bit my bottom lip asking for entrance, i smirked and and he gripped my thighs and turned me straight so i was full on straddling his lap now, i gasped and he waisted no time in filling the gap, his tongue swirling around mine hungrily as his hands gripped my hips, i moaned into the kiss as his hands hungrily touched my body, he let out a deep growl when i grinded against him, soon we parted for air, we stared into each other's eyes, smiles slowly finding their ways to both our faces at the same time. We hug and laugh "why didn't you just tell me..." I giggled "i was scared" He sighed and rubbed my back. And we just sat in silence holding each other. -end//////////////////
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