Kentrell Desean Gaulden
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"Fuck is you in here doing?" I asked busting in the room seeing Ashiah sitting on the bed looking at her phone
She looked up and scrunched her face up at me
"Damn, I can't be on my phone?"
"Fuck all that, you better not be in here doing nothing you ain't got no business" I said sitting on the bed and laying back
"I ain't doing shit, you doing too much. What would I be doing?"
"Taking pills" I said before looking at her and she rolled her eyes
"Why you keep bringing that shit up?" She asked getting irritated, but I didn't care
"Cause I'm still mad bout it, you act like you don't see a fucking problem"
"I see a problem, but you ain't gotta keep talking bout it. That's a whole few weeks old, you still mad"
"Yeah I'm still mad, you was doing drugs and you carrying my baby mane. You could've killed my son, and the bitch that gave it to you lucky"
She glanced at me before looking back at her phone
"How she lucky?"
"Cause if I would've been able to get ahold of her ass she would've been dead" she waved me off and shook her head
"Aight Kentrell I'm done with the conversation"
A few weeks ago I caught Ashiah taking pills, she was taking multiple of them at once
They was red and medium sized and the bad thing about is it was a drug. She passed out and had to be rushed to the hospital
The doctor said it was nothing wrong with the baby, but if she would've continued to take them he wouldn't of made it.
The reason she was taking the pills is cause she was stressed. Everybody know drugs numb pain, so she wasn't really thinking at the time
She just ain't wanna feel nothing, I ain't know she was feeling pain. She ain't never say nothing, so a closed mouth don't get fed
She still knew better though, so I ain't defending that. No excuses.
Now I don't like her being in a room by herself for too long. I just feel like she doing something, and I don't want nothing to happen to her
It's not that I don't trust her but this pregnancy shit will drive you crazy. She be calm then the next minute she going crazy and shit
"Okay, you ain't crazy though" I sat up and stretched my body out, "I gotta be somewhere later so either you stay or come"
"I'm coming cause I don't know nobody out here"
"This Los Angeles ain't nobody seeking for you" I stood up adjusting my sweatpants
We moved to LA right after Poota graduated, I tried to move everybody down here but they wanted to stay.
When I say "they" I mean my momma and poota momma. They wanted to stay in Louisiana but ima talk my momma into moving down here
I hate her but I love her at the same time. I gotta love her from a distance cause that's what's best
"Everybody seeking fa' me"
"Trey seeking fa' you, that's what you tryna say?" I asked pointing at her and she sucked her teeth
"Bae, you must like him" I mugged her before walking over to my nightstand picking up my lighter
"Yeah I like his ass" I said sarcastically before chuckling "invite him over here, I wanna be friends"
"Kentrell please, I ain't nowhere near stupid. I don't even talk to him, you wont let me have friends"
"You think it's cool to have nigga friends and you in a whole relationship" she shrugged and I shook my head "that's yo' fucking problem right there"
"Okay shut upppp" she dragged before she put her phone down and just looked at me
"Let me see that" I pointed to her phone walking over to her. She picked it up and handed it to me with a blank face
I took it and walked out the room making my way downstairs. I ain't need to do nothing on it I just wanted to take it
I made my way to the kitchen and into the pantry. I just stood there tryna figure out what snack I wanted
I picked up Doritos and closed the pantry back before walking out the kitchen. I started walking back upstairs til I heard the front door open
I turned around quick as fuck. Who the hell—?
"You done walked in the wrong house, you coming in alive but you ain't gone make it out" I said making my way to where the front door was
I stopped once I seen Babyjoe, 3three, and Ben
"Nigga you dumb as hell" Ben said laughing and I sucked my teeth and turned back around
"Don't be walking in my house like that. That's how niggas get killed" I said being serious as I opened my chips
"You need to lock yo' door, you think you gone be doing the killing. Let some random nigga walk in here you gone be killed"
I slowly turned around and looked at babyjoe
"Like I said, you niggas need to stop walking in my house . Y'all welcomed but y'all not welcomed"
"You sound smart but you sound dumb. You get what I just said?" 3three asked
"Hell no, but I bet you got what I said"
"Nigga shut yo' ass up cause I'm hungry, for real" Ben said pushing me out the way
"Fuck y'all Ima lock y'all asses out next time. Get shot in yo' face walking in my house stranger" I mumbled lowly making my way back towards the stairs
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