(Guemsaegi X juldarami X gosedochi) I can't choose

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I had walked down the ships portside, i walked over to the railing and rest my arms on it.

I slowly close my eyes, I see in the darkness, I am looking at gose, "hey Guem, the enemy's over there, all we have to do is..." Gose looks at me "are you even focusing Guem?".

It fades away and something new comes, juldarami is laying next to me, "hey Guem?, I'm glad we're best friends".

That image, fades away, I open my eyes, I palm my head, "oh Shit Guem, how are you gonna figure it out, who is better?".

I start stressing, I have no idea of who to choose, they are both sweet but gose is like tough and juld is my best friend.

I then hear two sets of footsteps, I then feel a hand rest on my shoulder, "Guem, you seem stressed?" Juld questions, "yeah man", gose says as he is standing behind juld.

I start sweating, I don't know what to do.

"Guem, I've got to say something to you, gose can you give us some space", gose gets a annoyed face and places his hands on his hip "oh yeah, what are you gonna talk about?", juld takes his hand off my shoulder, "well it's none of your business".

Gose stares at juld, "well I just want to know, because it seems like some sort of perfect place to do something I mean", "so you think I'm gonna what ask if he wants to be my boyfriend" then juld covers his own mouth.

Gose gets angry, "oh I see, well I was going to ask him first", "well I was, so too late", "oh yeah well no", "jeez gose, your a dumbass".

I turn around to them standing facing each other, "well let's just see who he chooses, so it's fair", "he will choose me", "no he will choose me".

They both turn to me, I start blushing madly, "so Guem, who the fuck do you choose?".

I palm my face again and I think.
'shit, I goddamn don't know, I feel so worse'.

I then unpalm my face and say "I can't choose".

"I love you both"

I start crying, I fast walk out of there and locked myself in my room.

I cry into my pillow "Shit, fuck Shit, I can't deal with this, we are at war and I have to deal with this?".

(23 minutes later)

I lay on my bed and I stare at the ceiling.

Then I hear a knock, "who is it?".

"It's us"I heard juld, "yeah it's us" gose behind him.

I stand up and unlock the door, they stand there waiting in the rain, "we're sorry Guem" they both say.

I hesitate for a while still upset.

Until I say back "I forgive both of you".

Then gose starts to fold his arms and shivers.

"Can you let us in, please?" Gose says shivering.

I then open my door and nod.

They both dry off, then they both sit at the edge of my bed sitting a metre away from each other.

I smile and try to fit in between them.

I slowly wrap one arm around julds shoulder, my other arm on gose's shoulder and I bring them closer.

"I know that you guys, like me but there's no reason to fight over me", they get closer.

"I just can't decide, I just want to be with both of you and I want you guys to know that I love you both".

I then kiss julds cheek, then gose's cheek.

They both blush, then I blush.

Gose takes off his helmet and lays it on the side, juld grabs his cap and throes it on the dresser he then moves his sunglasses on his head.

We then kinda layed down on my bed.

Gose kisses me on the lips, then juld does the same.

Then they kiss each other.

Then they snuggle closer towards me.

They both then look at me, our heads move closer, then slowly, I kiss both juld and gose and we instigate a three-way kiss.

It was different?, not quite what I anticipated.

It felt strange, us kissing like a three way.

Then eventually, we fell asleep because it was tiring trying to three-way kiss.

(The next morning)

I slowly opened my eyes, immediately I was looking at juld facing towards me, I then remember that gose had his hand on my waist.

I kinda smiled, also it was a bit sweaty, especially us being this close.

I loved it and  decided fuck it, might as well sleep in.



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