dear lily,
the gaps between these letters are getting bigger. sorry again, i guess.
i had the worst halloween of my life. i slept for 14 hours straight and when i woke up i just drank the rest of the whiskey and i watched Halloweentown and then I passed out again.
we were supposed to have matching costumes, but look where things ended up.
anyway
I bet if you were to read these, you'd scold me for not using punctuation or capitalization.
i bet if you were to read these, you'd call me crazy, like everyone else is.
if you were to read these you'd change your mind about loving me
you'd realize how fucked up i am and how dependent i am on other people's attention
and thats a turn off, probably
xx peter
YOU ARE READING
letters to lily ;
De Todo' and i am writing these because i don't have any idea what to do with the thoughts of you that still linger in my head--'