Acrimony 🖤

Chapter 7: Moving on

The next day came I was sitting outside my mother's house watching everything get taken away. He hasn't called me , checked on me or bothered to see about me I ended up moving in with my oldest sister. At my age ? Living with my sister ? It was unreal but I had no other choice days flew by and my sister wasted no time finding me a date to get over the past. I said what the hell let's give it a shot I went on a date with a charming man very sweet and I look to my left seen Robert in the same restaurant as me washing dishes in the kitchen never thought I'd see him again. I couldn't keep my eyes off him but I moved on and I felt damn good the bastard still had me as his wife and I wanted him to finalize the divorce. Days come by  he shows up to my house with the women he cheated on me with. Everything I wanted to do with him he's doing it with her. Everything I wanted and all I wanted was HIM. He went on vacation he lived his best life with her and I couldn't understand what she had that I didn't ? I wish I knew but I couldn't. I stalked her , him and harassed him , I was still in love with him I couldn't help but to have him. I wasn't going to do ANYTHING until I got him to be with me. I felt betrayed and useless the whole world was on my back. I just wanted him to understand why I was hurt and he pretended to love me. He pretended he cared about me I knew he didn't but I just wish he did cause I spent all my time worrying and wondering whose fault is it but I know it's mines all I can do is get so angry the more I felt like that the more I was willing to go crazy. Moving on to a new man wasnt as easy as I thought " you don't need him ". Yeah I know but he going to feel my pain sooner then later. I pulled up to her boutique one of these days and I poured hot burning " ACID " into her wedding dresses I didn't care I wanted to burn everything and get rid of this women. He even got her pregnant but ME ? No kids will ever be made because my ovaries is ruined !!!. Everythingggg I wanted she has. I was filed a restraining order to stay away from them both she said something about being pregnant I looked at him and her with a angry look and in my mind I'm like " so you got her pregnant too " my life was ruined from then. Yes I'm crazy but nobody understands whyyyyyyy I'm the way i am. After the court was over I went after them but my family stopped me before i did something I would regret I left and went home never came out my house I was drinking until dawn ,barley any sleep. I'm crying constantly the same day after the situation I seen them in my house talking to my family about staying away and all of that but I assumed they was talking shit about me so I came in on 10 ready to attack and didn't mind wearing a jumpsuit. I launched after them running them away. I yell at my family WHY'D YOU BRING HER HERE !!! I run to my car only to get in my car & leave.