At The Beach//n.h.

Chapter 2.

"Yes Lia, it's true." He states still not looking at me. He never calls me Lia except if it is a serious matter, well this is a serious matter. He never calls me Lia because he always call me Amey-the nickname I really hate, I don't know where he got that from but when I asked him he said he got it from the first syllable of my name which is Amelia, removed the letter 'L'add 'Y' into it.

I feel my chest tightens so I pulled my hand away from his and placed it on my chest. With that he turned his head turns, now facing me. I can't breathe. I feel hot tears streamed down my face. It hurts. It fucking hurts like hell. I feel like my chest has been ripped and my heart has been removed, thrown onto the ground and hammered by someone again and again. I trusted him with all my heart, I trusted him even more than my own family! How could he do this to me?

"I... I......." I can't even form a single sentence, still shocked by his betreyal.

"Amey, I'm sorry. I was pretty drunk-" I stand up and cut him off.

"Drunk? You drank!? You never drink Harry" I shouted at him and he looks up at me.

"I know, but my mates pushed me to drink that night and I have no other way out." His voice sounded sorry but his excuse isn't acceptable.

"Wh.. What did you do?" My voice croaked in the middle of the sentence. I'm scared to know about the truth, to know about what he did but I needed to know.

"I.. I... I had.." he can't continue his sentence. I'm getting impatient every second so I shouted at him.

"You had what?! Fucking tell me Harry! You had what? Tell me Harry!" I cried, I cried so hard that I fell on my knees, the tears doesn't stop falling from my eyes, I can see he flinch on my words, I know my words hurt but it's nothing compared on what he had done to me.

He looks up to me with tears streaming on his face, I just saw Harry crying once when his dad left his mom for another woman. "I.. I had slept with someone." After his statement, I can feel my body numb, my body feels cold. I'm shaking too much I can't even stand up.

Harry wraps his arms around me, pulling me up without removing his arms. I struggle to get out of his arms, but he is just too strong.

"I'm sorry Amey, I'm sorry I love you. Please Amey don't leave me. I will make it up to you." I can hear his sobs between the words. Tightening his arms around me.

"Amey plea-" he tries so say something again but I cut him off.

"Stop Harry! Stop!" I shout at frustration. "Did you think of that when you were having sex with her!? Did you think of that until now?" Harry doesn't answer. I'm hurt, devastated. Harry was the last person I thought that would hurt me this way, but I guess I'm wrong.

"When did this happen?" I asked wiping the tears.

"At a party at Louis' last month." With that I slapped him.

I fake a laugh "Fucking last month! When do you plan to tell it to me? When we're already fucking old so that I don't have enough energy to get mad at you?!" I shout at him angrily.

"No, I was planning to tell this to you soon," Harry replied calmly still looking at the ground. We stay in silence, I don't even know how minutes passed but all I feel is pain and betreyal. No one had the guts to speak, so I speak first.

"Harry what you did was the last thing I thought you would ever do to me. And I want you to know that it fucking hurts, It hurts that it nearly led me to death."

"I trusted you, with all my heart! Do you know that?! Do you know how it hurts?!"

"I don't want to see you anymore Harry!" I pushed Harry with my both hands. He almost lost his balance, luckily he doesn't stumble down.

I took a deep breath, "I don't want to know who you slept with because I know for sure it will cause more pain." I said in a calm voice now not wanting to throw fits again.

"You sure want to know who I slept with Amey." He said now looking up at me.

"How many times do I have to fucking tell you to stop calling me that stupid nickname!?" I spit.

I slapped him once again "For causing me so much pain, 2 slaps wasn't enough."

After that I grabbed my coat on his rack and walked out of his apartment and went straightly to the elevator. All I want to do is go home and be in my bed all night, but I know deep inside of me I can't because I'm living in dorms for now and it will take me 3 hours to drive myself back home which will tire me more.

I can't believe Harry did this to me, the only person I trust aside from my best friend Sarah. I cry hard as I went out of the elevator. Hugging myself tightly, I pity myslef for being weak, I pity myself for being such a dumb. But I'm not going to be that 'weak' and 'dumb' Lia anymore .

From now on, I won't take things seriously. I'll just have fun and live my life to the fullest. I don't deserve this pain, I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved.