I'm going to die in College [TodoDeku]

I'm such a loser

-Midoriyas POV-

"N-No, of course not. Just-" he stays silent for a moment and looks down "I-" he looks me in the eyes "Listen Izuku-" 

"You can't explain yourself, right?" why is he looking so hurt, I am the one who is hurt

"I-I'm sorry Izuku, I wasn't thinking" 

I smile somehow, you know these sarcastic/hurt smiles, when people smile when they are hurt or angry? "Don't lie to me. You were sober, you were thinking, you wanted to play that stupid game. You forgot me, right? You just disappeared and didn't even think of me, like I'm nothing. I am nothing. Thank you, now I remember it" he takes my hand but I pull back. I stand up and walk away.

"So, is it over now, Izuku?" he shouts

I turn around and see him standing. I stand still, looking at him, he comes towards me "I never said that, but apparently you want that, so yeah. It's over Todoroki" I turn around and walk to my dorm.

Maybe I'm just an idiot, believing that someone like Todoroki wants to be with me. Thinking that I'm not a boring person, that someone wants to be around me. Even Uraraka and Iida are only my friends because I couldn't protect myself. I'm such a loser.

Wait, Uraraka and Iida are in my dorm right now. I don't want to see them right now. 

I'm walking to Shinsou's dorm and knock on the door. Not even a minute later he opens the door "Oh, hey Midoriya, what's up" I look up at him and he sighs "I know that look, come on in" I smile weakly at him and we go inside, well I come inside.

We sit down on his bed "So what happened?" 

I hug him and rest my head on his chest, and let the tears out "God why do you hate me so much? Why did I even think that someone would love me, I'm just a loser, and no one loves losers" 

He hugs back "So first of, I'm also a loser and I have someone who loves me, so don't give up. Second of all, what happened, and please calm down, this shirt is new" that didn't help because I just cried more. 

"I saw Sho- I mean Todoroki make out with another dude. We talked just now and he wanted to explain himself, but turn out he just forgot me and just wanted to make out with some random dude" 

"That sucks" I nod.

He pulls me back, so that I sit up straight "So he just left you alone somewhere and made out with another dude. Maybe he was drunk or high? Who knows" 

I shake my head "We were on a party yeah, he just went to take some drinks and was sober, he just didn't come back" 

His eyes widen "Okay, no, let me get that in my system. He took you to a party-" 

"He also said that he won't leave my side" 

He stops talking for a second "He took you to a party, said he won't leave your side, then just left and didn't come back? And you found him making out with some dude, and he was sober when he walked off, right?" I nod "He just.. forgot you?" I nod maybe for the hundred time. 

He opens his mouth to say something else, but someone opened, no, threw the way open "Hey Hitoshi, the broccoli disappeared agai- oh never mind he is here. Todoroki and two other people are searching for you, again" a wannabe Pikachu walks in "Todoroki is really worried, wait why are you crying?" he sits down on the floor in front of us 

"This Todoroki guy made a dick move" 

He looks at Shinsou and then at me "Wait he couldn't, I know Todoroki, he is a cool dude" 

Shinsou shakes his head "Todoroki cheated, Denki" 

Kaminari looks confused "Are we talking about the same Todoroki? I'm talking about Todoroki Shoto" 

Shinsou sighs "Yes, we are talking about the same Todoroki, and don't you dare to tweet anything about this drama. The last time you tweeted about some drama, some gang attacked you, don't want it to happen again" he rolls his eyes.

"And also, did you just call Midoriya 'broccoli'?" I smile a little 

"Yeah, and I think I did good" he points at me "He finally smiles" 

"Yes, because you are such an idiot" 

Kaminari pretends as if he got stabbed in his chest "How could you babe" I chuckle at his bad acting skills.

We stay in Shinsou's dorm and talk for hours. It really made me forget the drama that is going on, can you even call it drama? 

"- and that's why in this life it means yeet or be yeeted" 

Shisou and I look blankly at him "I still don't understand how you ended up together. I guess they don't lie when they say opposite attracts" 

Kaminari nods "Yeah, Hitoshi was all over me-" 

"Actually you were the one who wanted my attention" 

I chuckle "Notice me Senpai" we laugh our asses off 

"Senpai wouldn't notice me" he pretends to cry 

"Lets just ignore the fact that Shisou isn't your Senpai at all" 

Kaminari shakes his head "We will use the weeb meaning of Senpai" 

I raise a brow "And what is the meaning" 

Shinsou shakes his head and Kaminari smiles "Daddy" 

I face plam myself "I feel you Midoriya" 

"The only one you're allowed to feel is me" 

Shinsou turns red "Kaminari!" 

He smirks at Shinsou "Love you too, babe".

We maybe stayed there talking until eleven pm. "Okay guys, I'll go now" they nod "See ya around" I smile at them and they smile back.

I walk out and head to my dorm room. 

I open the door and see no one there. I sigh and change in my pajama . I brush my teeth and go to sleep, well I try to fall asleep.

But why is no on here?

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