Lies, Scars and Fake Apologies

Chapter 4- different point of view

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"Why does that have to happen to me!" I scream at myself in the mirror.

Halle's P.O.V
Me and Abbie were walking down the hall when all of a sudden I saw Corbyn push Ellie into a locker, for the 1,000th time, I felt sympathy for the poor girl, she was bullied by the nearly the whole school, her life was a damn stupid game! And there was even an app about her, I only hurt her because of my boyfriend, Zach Herron, if he found out I ever wanted to stop hurting Ellie, he would turn on me, turn the whole school on me and everything that was happening to Ellie would happen to me, I didn't want that to happen but at the same time I wanted to stand up for a broken girl.

As soon as Corbyn walked off, Abbie pulled me over to Ellie, I put on the fake smug face and as she tried to get up I pushed her back down "Morning Slag" I greet her with a fake smirk on my face, "Morning Hoe" Abbie greeted her as well with half a smirk on her face but it was definitely a real smirk unlike mine, I see Ellie roll her eyes, damn! I really hate doing this "Morning Bitch1 and Bitch2" she greets us. She really has names for us! Ugh.. I hate doing this! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!!! But I do what I have to do, I slap her across the face leaving a small red mark, at the same time Abbie slaps her too, so I bet it hurt even more than one slap, I felt so bad but I kept my fake smirk plastered on my lips, My mouth felt like I was tugging to a frown but I managed to keep a smirk on my lips.

I see her hold her cheek and bite her lip to avoiding showing how much pain she was in. Wait, we didn't slap her hard enough to leave a red mark.... which means someone else slapped her? It wasn't Corbyn because he didn't touch her face...? No one touched her on the way in and she definitely didn't have that yesterday..? Which means she got slapped out of school..? But by who..? I wanted to ask about her cheek but I couldn't, Abbie would know I cared and would turn against me so I didn't ask a single thing, I stepped forward and spoke up "time for your daily beating" I say in a fake sternly voice and with a fake smirk, I watched Ellie sigh and then guiltiness took over me, I remembered how much I hurt her over the years and I felt so so so so guilty, I wanted to say I was sorry..... but I couldn't... I never could.... I got myself to together and punched her straight across the jaw regretting it instantly, Abbie then kicked her in the stomach causing her to tumble to the floor, I so much wanted to bend down and ask her if she was okay but I couldn't and I didn't.

Abbie kicked her in the stomach and let me do it a couple times, I felt sick to my stomach watching Ellie gag over in pain and agony, every kick knocking more and more oxygen out of her body, I started punching her in the face, ribs and even the lungs! And I felt so bad and sick to my stomach the whole entire time.
We finished about 10 minutes later, I fake smirked and I saw Abbie smirk "+180 points" we both said in union, I saw Ellie grunt in response and I walked off fake laughing with Abbie beside me laughing too. As much as I wanted to go back and help Ellie, I didn't, I couldn't and I wouldn't, so I kept walking and fake laughing.