Lies, Scars and Fake Apologies

Chapter 5- Instant Regret

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I walked off fake laughing with Abbie beside me laughing too. As much as I wanted to go back and help Ellie, I didn't, I couldn't and I wouldn't, so I kept walking and fake laughing.

Now-
Abbie's P.O.V

I was walking down the hall with Halle, when we both saw Corbyn slam Ellie into a random locker which happened to be mine of course, for second I felt pity for the fragile, weak and broken girl that Corbyn tormented every single day but of course my boyfriend is one of his minions so if jack has to do something he makes me do it too, so of course 4 years ago I was dragged into this, yes me and Jack have been dating 4 years but we've been on and off, I wish he could understand how much pressure I'm under and how much I hate doing this.. I think Halle feels the same way because the past couple of weeks I've realised that she's been putting a fake smirk or smug look on instead of real ones, but I don't think she's realised that mine have been fake for the past year, I hate hurting and tormenting Ellie, it makes me feel like a horrible bitch.. and I know I am a horrible bitch.

Once Corbyn walked off I realised it was our turn to walk up to her, I grabbed Halle's arm and dragged her towards Ellie, I watched Halle plastered a fake smirk along her lips so I did too but it was half a fake smirk, I make it look as realistic as I can. Just as Ellie was about to stand, Halle pushed her back down but no to hard it was like she didn't even want to harm a single hair on the fragile girl's body, I felt bad that we were even doing this but I kept together, there was silence for a moment before Halle broke it "Morning Slag" she said with her normal smir- Wait no it's still a fake one, wow she really do feel sympathy for this broken girl, and I'm not complaining! I do too... I feel really bad but I didn't want to end up being bullied and having an app made about me, all I know is that Ellie refused being friends with Corbyn when they were young so that's how the bullying started, Corbyn made his minions including Jack join in and jack made me join in... and also of course Zach made Halle join in but I can tell now that Zach regrets it just as much as we do

"Morning Hoe" I add on also greeting her with a fake half smirk, I see Ellie roll her eyes and reply "morning bitch1 and bitch2" she says smiling sarcastically, ouch-...... we deserve that, after everything we've done anyway.. me and Halle raise our left hands and slap Ellie straight across either cheek, I watched as Ellie slid her hand up to her face and bitting down on her lip, holding in all the pain, I felt so regretful and disgusted with my self... so much that I wanted to apologise.. I accidentally let out a really quiet sorry but no one heard me, just then Halle stepped forward "time for your daily beating" she spoke up sternly with a fake smirk still plastered across her lips, I could tell that she was faking the sternly voice and the smirk but she thought I didn't notice, just then Halle punched Ellie across the jaw and my hands nearly flew to cover my mouth but I fought to keep them glued to my side, eventually I got up my nerve and kicked her in the stomach sending her flying to the floor, regret instantly washed over me but I didn't let that get to me, I kicked her in the stomach repeatedly, more and more guilt washing over me at each kick, I let Halle kick her a bit but then I carried on, regretting it the whole time.

Halle started punching Ellie in the face, ribs and lungs, I felt like screaming at her to stop and I felt like I should stop kicking her and help Ellie but I couldn't jack would see me as weak and a betrayal, so I couldn't! And I wouldn't! I could see that her stomach was nearly screaming for help (if that makes sense). We finished 10 minutes later and walked off fake laughing, leaving Ellie laying limb on the floor, I felt bad and wanted to go back but I couldn't that would look like i was weak! And I wasn't! So I kept walking and fake laughing...