Time just seems to slip out your fingers. Today marked the day of me and Jason's anniversay it's now officially three years sense we've been together. The sad part about it was he wasn't home I thought that I'd atleast be able to wake up with him but I didn't. Half of me wondered if he forgot or if he knew that it was today but wanted to celebrate it another day. I mean I don't wanna sound or be a bitch but he could've atleast warned me that he wasn't gonna be here and I wouldn't of gotten my hopes up.
I got out of bed making my way into the bathroom getting cleaned up for today changing into a black tank top with some blue shorts putting my hair half up half down
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I walked out the bathroom grabbing my phone before walking downstairs into the kitchen grabbing me a water when I heard the door open and close seeing the girls walking into the kitchen
"Do you guys ever knock" I asked
"No cause your door is always unlocked" Kendall said making me laugh sipping some of my water
"So what you doing today" Chantel asked
"Well I thought I'd be spending my time with Jason today but that's out the window" I said
"Why what was your plans" Kendall asked
"Today's are anniversary and he didn't even give me a warning that he wasn't gonna be here today. I tried calling him but he won't answer" I sighed
"Well thats good cause we have plans for you" Kendall smiled grabbing my hand
"And where are you guys taking me" I laughed at Kendalls eagerness
"Its a surprise but i promise you'll like it" Kendall smiled pulling me out towards her car. I got in along woth Chantel and Kendall before they pulled off. We soon pulled up infront of a store that had wedding dresses inside
"Ok what are you guys doing" I laughed
"Wedding shopping" Kendall cheered before getting out the car. I laughed to myself getting out the car following them inside seeing nothing but beautiful dresses everywhere
"Why are we here" I laughed
"Because you're a soon to be Mrs and you need to start dress shopping" Kendall smiled making me smile laughing looking around when a dress caught my eye
"That's beautiful" I pointed out looking at the white long beautiful dress
"Try it on" Chantel smiled
"Yeah but do they have my size" I said looking in the rack seeing my size making me smile
"Try it on" Chantel cheered as I smiled walking into the changing room taking my clothes off before sliding in the dress on. I walked out the changing room standing on the stand
"Can you zip it" I asked as Kendall nodded zipping the dress up
"You look beautiful" Chantel smiled looking at me through the mirror
"I love it" I smiled looking at the dress in the mirror
"You ready to become a sexy Mrs" Kendall laughed
"I don't know" I sighed
"Wait you don't wanna marry Jason" Chantel asked making me shake my head
"No no no i do it's just everything is happening so fast and he's always away with his job. And I just don't wanna end up one day without him like my mom" I said
"It's gonna be ok" Kendall said "I worry about Harry all the time but just talk to him" Kendall said
"I try to I just can't bring myself to tell him but everytime i kinda tell him he always says he'll be safe" I said
"Talk to him tonight and tell him how you feel" Chantel suggested
"I just don't wanna start an argument" I siad
"Not if you be honest with him" Kendall said. I sighed looking at myself in the mirror letting my imagination run away with me. I wanted to get married with Jason and be the happiest girl in the world. I just think that if he's gonna be busy with his job then how are we gonna be able to support eachother and our family that we wanna have in the future. Or what if he leaves and i never see him again.
