Twisted Love |Jason McCann FanFic|

Chapter 20

Vanessas P.O.V.

On my way home the only thing I could think about was what happened tonight and the fact that Jason is always hiding something from me. And now I'm getting to a point where I can't take his bullshit anymore.

The car came to a hault meaning Ricky made it home

"Thank you Ricky" I smiled softly before getting out the car

"I'm sorry about what you saw tonight" Ricky smiled softly

"Did you know" I asked

"Know what" He said

"That this was gonna happen" I asked

"Er not intentionally" He said making me scoff

"Its like you know more about Jason then I do" I said shaking my head

"I know you're confused right now but just give him some time" Ricky said

"I've gave him time. I've given him time for the past three years and I get nothing I'm leaving tonight and I don't want you to tell him where I am" I said as he looked at me shocked

"But Vanessa he'll be pissed" Ricky said

"Well I don't care I'm not his problem anymore" I said before walking away into the house. I'm tired of living like this I'm tired of him and his bullshit lies I thought after the year he's been gone he would've changed. Changed for me but I guess I was wrong. I've warned and told him plenty of times before when we first started dating that if he can't trust me with tell me things then I don't see why I should still stick around.

I'm tired of staying up during late nights feeling sick cause I don't know if he's gonna make it home alive. I worry for when he walks right out that door I won't see him again. Cause if I loose him then what am I supposed to do. He obviously doesn't understand how much he means to me so I should just let him go befoee we both get hurt.

I took out my suitcase packing up my clothes that I'll need for a couple days so I'll be able to just get away and get my head straight and what I want. I don't think its ever about what I want anymore and I'm tired of living the way I do. I wanna be able to spend time with my boyfriend and do normal things and I can't even do that cause he's always gone.

I packed up a few of my heigne stuff before closing my suitcase up. I heard the front doot open and close meaning Jason was here

"Vanessa" He called but I ignored him finishing my packing "Babe" He called again as I heard his footsteps aproach the room "Vanessa didn't you hear me calling you" He said when he saw that I was packing my stuff

"What are you doing" He asked

"I'm leaving" I said zipping my other suitcase up

"What do you mean you're leaving" He said but I ignored him not having time for his bullshit. I grabbed my suitcase walking pst him before walking downstairs

"Hello" He yelled following after me

"What I just said we're done" I said

"Says who" He said making me scoff

"Says me. I'm done with you and your bullshit lies Jason I'm done living this way" I said