Oscar "Spooky" Diaz Imagines

Someone You Loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal

Somebody to know

Somebody to have

Somebody to hold

It's easy to say

But it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

You and Oscar were the sort of people that not a lot of people could go up to and talk because you guys were antisocial. However, the two of you started talking at a party that you were dragged to by your friend and you quietly had thanked her because that had led down to a path of a two-year relationship with the love of your life. Except, it all went downhill really fast because you had these episodes of just being down and not feeling it to the point where you would just stay at home and lie in bed all day and night. Oscar was one of the two people who would help you, but after a while, he got tired of it and just left and acted as if he didn't care. He wasn't there, but when he was it was like you were normal again...

Now the day bleeds

Into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

In the matter of two years of being loved by Oscar "Spooky" Diaz, he managed to just suddenly break up with you. The memories were going through your head and it was the first time that you got hurt because you had let someone in. It was the first time that you had trusted someone with your heart and look where it had gotten you. You were used to his love and you bathed in his love, but he took it all away. Nights passed and he still hasn't come back, he isn't coming back to get you through the night of your episode... and that hurt even more.

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes

I fall into your arms

I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

This was, by far, the worst episode that you had. Sweat, tears, screams, and pills placed on the nightstand, but there was a sweet sound of his voice that brought you out that had called out your name.

"Oscar?" you cried.

He just walked to the bed and held you to his chest, but his heartbeat hadn't gone up because he had you close. You knew he wasn't in love with you anymore, but you were a different story because he was the moon and stars to you. However, you just let him hold you because you had missed him after a whole month without him, but the next morning you had expected him to stay, but he was gone and the side that he was on was cold... he's forever gone.

But now the day bleeds

Into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved