marriage Out Of Love(cute ming,crazy forth)

everything......nothing

Ming what is wrong. You ae always silent and thinking. Any problem we are here .you can talk to us.anything.

Mjng look at his four friends
How come he didn't think about it before.his friends are all couples .may be they hav answers for my questions.ming faceplamed himself for his stupidity.

"Am I not attractive for a guy to fuck". Mjng asked innocently

Every one chock on their drinks.

"What the hell ming," lam shouted
"What so wring with you" -'tul

"Are you ok "max and park they look like they are somewhat understanding what ming was trying to say.

"What is it ming ?"park asked calmly.

Ming explain everything that happen between forth and him.

He signing.i am afraid guys.what if he was feeling stupidity for accepting me as his boyfriend.may be he dont like me that way.may be he misunderstood our colossiness .I cant get it.what if he wants to break up with me.will I survive.

"Did you talk to him "max asked.

No,he was not giving me any chance to talk or to touch him.he always makes excuses about work and leaves me.

May be he has someone else In his heart.mings eyes became teary when he was saying this.

All his friends hug him...".I know what is the problem" park said.

Ming look at him back confusedly

Its not that he dont love you anymore or he has some one else.

He has only you in his mind and heart .may be he was hesitating.
When you went for bike racing you know how his condition is.
He dont even know how to ride a bike properly but he went to that racing field just to save you.he know a single mistake will take his life away but all his thoughts are only on ,how to save you.

He risked everything.

Before entering he said.
"He is my everything and I am nothing without him " park.

I laugh ,that is how much he loves you.

May be he dont want to rush things.think and just talk to him ming.

for every realationship communication is very improtant. if he hesitate you just talk to him ,tell him how you feel about him,what you really want .i am confident he will understand.

ming smile and went on to his room.

"forth its already 11 why are you still here" pha questioned.

i hav work. forth pretend to look at his files.

i am your p.a and assistant and i know what you hav and not.

tell me is their anything bothering you.

"no no..nothing" forth shutter

forth .....pha almost shouted.

before i came here i went to ming to talk,you know what ming is thinking,

"what,"he thinks that "you dont love him anymore and he wants to break up with you."

"what?" forth almost jummped from his seat.

i love him more pha,why do he thinl that

"thats what i want to ask." Pha questioned

"what did you do? that he is thinking like that"

me...mee...

yes you,i already told you ming is like a brother to me i dont wan to see him suffer anymore,he already suffered alot.tell me everything,if i can i can solve some thing.

"pha, i love him more " forth started

so what is the problem.? Pha was confused

"thats the real problem." Forth lwwowered his head and said

what.? Pha was looking at forth

"yes,i want him every minute.i need him to be with me.if he comes near me i cant control myself.my mind, body every thing wants him" pha.

if i do, what my mind told me what if,he thinks thats i am caging him for me only.what if he thinks i just want to get into his pants only.

i admit i want his body but what i want is "his soul more",if he is with me i want to attact him and wants to make him mine.thats why i am avoiding him...

what should i do?i love him more pha he is new to this type of relationship, or even say to a relationship itself.i dont want him to feel uneasy when he was with me.

pha sighed and went to forth

did you talk to him" pha asked.

"no,then do that,ask what he realy wants,dont assume anything by yourself." Pha advised

but,he was right for you,before its too late go and say everything what you hav in your mind and listen what he really thinks.

forth sighed and went to his room.

when he enter he saw ming at balcony,seeing the sky.

thats means he misses his mom so much forth knows that.

he silently went and back hug him.

ming was first startled but hewas calm.

for 5 mins they didnt talk anything.

"did you miss your mom." forth started conversation

"yes,very much.now a days ihave no one to talk what is in my mind,i am so confused and frustrated,if mom is here she will ease my pain ",ming said.

forth notice tears and how desperately ming was trying to sotp his tears.

"i am sorry ming,i should hav talk to you but i started avoiding you,please forgive me na."

ming turn and hold forths face.

"forth,listen to me carefully,if you want to break up with me .its ok you can do that."

"brea,,,u" before forth shout ming shhhh him,firtst listen to me

i kow i am new to this realationship thing,i dont know what is what and how it works also,

my mom was all alone forth,my father always make work as excuse and went to bussiness trips,he just wants to make money.he feels money will solve everything.he never spends time with mom and me.there is no family time in his ditionary.when ever i see how my mom was suffering i feel bad for her,as a kid i cant do anything.

my mom was died in accident,my father came after 3 days after everything is over.

thsts the reason why i dont want to do any realationship.i dont want to hurt him or i am not ready to hurt myself.

now a days i am seeing my father in you and my mom in me.

thats how much i was hurt.i dont want to end up like my mom.

its true i loved you,i want you and i need you.but i cant make my life more meserable.

so i am telling you for the last time,if you still want to go you are free.i dont stop you or i dont curse you.i will let you go but if you choose to be with me,then please be sencier to me,love me more,if you feell i did anything wrong jsut talkto me or scold me but dont make distance with me.iy really hurts forth really...ming cried holding forth....

thats it for this part.

what will forth say and what will happen to them lets see in next part.

thanks megha