marriage Out Of Love(cute ming,crazy forth)

hard to control

That night after  the confession forth and ming went to their room.

"So you finally accept me as your boy friend "forth asked.

"Yes my dear,what about you?"
"Yes love."
They hug each other.the heat in their bodies are growing .

It was all written on their faces how they want each other badly. But...they hesitate.

Foryh drag ming by waist and kiss him passionately. Ming wrapped his arms around forth and kiss him ,no he devour him madly.

Every body part wants other to be touched ,squeezed and smached but their is something that is making them to stop specially forth

Though forth wants to ravishing ming then and their but the controlled himself and just stopped at kissing him.
Ming observe how forth was hesitating and thinking.ming think that it was their first time so they can keep it slow

After that they cuddle to each other and sleep on

In the morning ming wake up and see how forth was spooning him .he can feel the warm breath on his neck
He turn and admire the forths features.
Suddenly forth opens  the eyes.

He smile and said" good morning."forth kissed ming on fore.head and went to bathroom for bath.

Ming was little disappointed that forth didnt kiss him on lips and didnt ask for bath."am I expecting much  from this relationship".he sits and started thinking.

Inside the bathroom forth wash his face with cold water for 3 to 4 times and see his hard on
Huh this is all going uncontrollable. how should I handle him.just a look and simple kiss is making my condition this worse then what if .

Forth shakes his head and takes shower.he already wears his dress in bathroom and came outside with wet hair.
Ming was waiting to see forth  in bathrobe like before so that he admire his boyfriend more but he was surprised when forth walks in a dress.

He shakes his thoughts he reached for towel make  forthsit him on bed and started rubbing his hair.

Forths face was before mings pants .he is trying hard not to touch it.he grabbed the sheet hardly.ming stoped what he is doing and combed forths hair with his fingers.

"Wow your hair is so soft  "and ming sniff his hair and "it smells so good."
Forths body shakes a little when ming touch and sniff on his hair.he see that his little member will embarrass  him at any moment.what if ming think.about him.worngly.

Forth suddenly stands up and stopped ming.
"I was going to.be late for office."he said and went on.
Ming was stunned at his place."is he avoiding me."ming thought to himself.but forth came back to ming and placed a small peek on his lips.i will meet you at break fast table. He smiled to ming.ming was mesmerised by this  simple gesture and thrown all his.negative thoughts away and smiled.brightly.forth rubbed mings cheeks and bid good bye.

"You are thinking overly ming" he thought to himself.

It all happen for 3 days.forth try to avoid ming as much as possible. Because its was becoming impossible to control  himself when he was with ming.he dont want to make ming uncomfortable.he know about mings past relationships.he was never into guys.he just plays single nights.

If I tried to get close to him and what if I cant control myself and what if he feels uncomfortable and  misunderstand and break up with me

God this so frustrating.but he calls mings very often they talk like normal boy friends and chatting also.but when it was night or when they are close with other forth try to make distance  and touching was also very rare.

On the other side ming was in dinamo that he was not at all feeling good about what was happening.

He remembers how forth try to get to him,how he always try to kiss him and how he he became frustrated when someone disturbs him at that time.

But after their cofession he was distancing himself. he almost stopped touching him and they never kissed after that night.

He was confused.he feels that he was not attractive so that's why forth was avoiding him.

Then he made some efforts.he went to parlour make himself look attractive .
He never done that but  for forth he was willing to try anything.

He shopped for new cloths which make him more attractive.

Though forth was trying  to touch but he controlled himself. ming was initiating,  by touching him.he was secretly sending signals to forth that how much badly he wants forth to touch him..

He was also frustrated  that forth is not taking any of his signals.

Other side it was really hard for forth to control himself in addition to that now a days ming was looking more loveable and attractive and beautiful to him.is it just his imagination or he is always like that.forth shake his head and thinks when ming reach him with sexy look and wrapped his arms around hi..

Forth peek mings lips he can just do that .but when ming started to deepen the kiss forth lost it for some time .then he stopped himself and ming .he see mings confused looks.

"Not now baby I hav work.lets just do it some other time."
Forth kissed mings forehead and head out of the room.

Mings eyes are teary ,all his efforts to make forth to realise was waste.he finally decide that forth doesn't want him.a seed if dought  was planted In his heart and when everytime forth avoids him making his work as excuse ,the seed grows in his hearts .

Forth was also frustrated by himself about what he was doing to ming .
Though he makes work as excuse he was never  like this at work.everything is messed up and can't even do a simple thing.always thinking about ming only.

Pha was observing forth all this time and he decided to talk to him.

Other side even park and his friends are observing .how ming was always calm and always in his own thoughts without any concentration on his work.they also decided to talk to ming.

That's it for this part.

Will forth and ming talk about their difficulties with one another or will they part from one another.

Thanks megha.