Jaehyun rested his forehead against Yuta's and sighed, "That makes me happy to hear you say that. I have loved you for quite some time now." They just stood there for a minute holding each other until they had both calmed down.
Yuta took Jaehyun by the hand and walked back into the bedroom. He pulled his shirt off and tugged on Jaehyun's until he removed his own. "I want this Jaehyun...no matter what the cost, whatever I need to do, whatever I need to give...please." Jaehyun placed his hand on Yuta's cheek and watched as he leaned into the touch. "I'm not going to lie, the bite will hurt for a minute...but if you let me, I'll make sure you feel good too." Yuta looked at him and nodded before climbing on the bed.
Jaehyun joined him on the bed, setting up against the headboard. He patted his legs and watched the blush that crept up Yuta's neck as he straddled his legs. "You're so cute when you blush. I think this will be most comfortable while I mark you. Is this okay?" Yuta nodded but still wouldn't look Jaehyun in the eye.
"Hey, it's okay if you want to wait or if you change your mind completely. This is totally up to you and what you are comfortable with. I want this but ultimately this is up to you."
Yuta took a deep breath and finally looked at Jaehyun. "I want this and I trust you. I'm just...nervous about it being good for you is all. Other than the stuff with your brother that I can't remember and my nightmares...I haven't actually done anything with anyone before." He was so embarrassed and afraid that...
"Hey, you don't have to worry about anything. I am already enjoying this and we haven't even done anything yet. Just being around you makes me happy." Jaehyun wrapped his arms around Yuta's waist and pulled him close, humming in delight when he felt Yuta wrap his arms around his neck. "We can take this slow babe, we don't have to rush anything. I'm not going anywhere okay?" Yuta felt tears start to prick his eyes and he buried his face in Jaehyun's neck.
"It's okay Yuta. Everything is going to be okay from now on, I promise."
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The Devil Within (yujae)
FanfictionAnother day filled with stress and anxiety. Another day of feeling worthless. Yuta sat on his bed and starred at the ceiling. "I just don't understand. I am so tired of all this shit. I just wish it could all change." Little did he know change was...
