The Devil Within (yujae)

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Jaehyun woke up to the sun streaming through the window. He yawned and looked down at Yuta who was still fast asleep. Somehow they had moved around in the night and Jaehyun ended up on his back with Yuta on top of him, cheek on his chest. He smiled, brushing some hair out of his hyungs eyes.

He took the moment to think about what would come of him helping Yuta. He knew it was the only way but he also did not want to hurt Yuta anymore than he already had been. He had fallen for Yuta before he had even seen the boy and then seeing him in person...Jaehyun sighed and ran a hand over his face. When he looked back down at Yuta two beautiful brown eyes were looking back at him.

"Morning Jaehyun." Yuta's morning voice was doing things to Jaehyun that he hoped went unnoticed by his hyung.

"Good morning beautiful" Jaehyun winked and relished in the blush that crept up Yutas neck all the way to the tips of his ears. "Stop that...I am not." He tried to push off and stand up but Jaehyun sat up causing Yuta to be sitting in his lap straddling his legs.

"Yuta, I know there is so much more we will have to talk about the more we are around each other, but there a few things I can tell you that are facts. Two of those being that you are beautiful and...I love you." Jaehyun practically whispered the last word. He knew it was too soon and that Yuta couldn't possibly understand but he had this need to tell him.

"I know you aren't going to understand but I had to tell you. I don't expect anything in return but I just needed to get that off my chest." He looked up and Yuta was regarding him with a curious expression on his face.

"You're right Jaehyun, I don't understand...but I am getting used to the idea that there are things I didn't believe that are real and things I didn't understand that eventually, I do. So...just give me some time." Yuta didn't understand how anyone could love him or think he was beautiful, but he thought Jaehyun was beautiful...This is giving me a fucking headache.

Yuta leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Jaehyuns neck burying his face in his shoulder. "My head hurts. Thinking about this stuff too much gives me a headache." Jaehyun rubbed his back enjoying the closeness. "I'm sorry Yuta. The more we talk about it the less that should happen."

Yuta just realized something...he sat back with wide eyes, "Jaehyun...I slept last night! I didn't have a nightmare!" His smile was beautiful and blinding. Jaehyun hoped he could see it every day. Before he knew what was happening Yuta had pecked him on the lips.

"Sorry...but thank you. I can't believe it worked. I mean, I don't think I dreamt of anything but I didn't have a nightmare so that's all that matters"

Jaehyun ran a hand through Yuta's hair loving the feel of the silky locks between his fingers. He slowly pulled Yuta back into a kiss. Nothing aggressive, just a small lingering kiss on the lips. "Don't ever apologize for kissing me. I would kiss you all day if you'd let me."

Yuta swore he looked like a tomato. He could feel the blush all over his body. I think I would like that too. Fuck what am I saying I still don't know everything about him. This is so confusing. Jaehyun laughed and Yuta looked at him before rolling his eyes "Fuck I keep forgetting you can hear my thoughts."

Yuta had a little pout on his lips and Jaehyun thought he might die from the cuteness. "Oh, Yuta don't do that. You are going to kill me with that look." What can only be described as an evil grin grew slowly spread on Yuta's face, "Oh really now?"

He leaned forward and gave Jaehyun another hug, "Seriously though, thank you for everything. I can't put into words what all this means to me." Jaehyun wrapped his arms a little tighter around Yuta wanting him to feel as safe as possible.

"You are so welcome, babe."