im big sads today. uhm terrible morning with myself then when i get to school its just shit, oh and i go like two hours late, then the lunch is trash, my so called friends fucking trash, my family? some of em trash. i uhm found something bad on the floor and well i got big saddo and i uhm cut myself with it, but it wasn't like a baby cut or normal cut like normal, i just lost control over myself and i uhm cut a little t o o m a n y times and now my left arm has lots of uhm cuts, some bloody some barely visible but they're still there and im disappointed in myself, im sorry.
