this is the song that im listening to atm. and its 2:29pm, 9.21.2019
i want me a lonely girl that i can fix
or maybe im lonely girl. i want someone who can love me for me instead of be with me for lust.
he said its kinda nice to not have me follow him around everywhere
i mean what does he want???? a clingy girlfriend or a distant girlfriend???
i wish i became distant instead of clingy, i need to just stop, pick myself up and move the fuck on.
no one else is going to save me besides me. boohoo im such a sob story. i need to move on to the next chapter of my life.. its time, i can feel it. either that or im just drunk haha.
i need to move on.
i will get with that gir, i will focus on her and think about her. shes so damn beautiful. i wonder if she also likes girls.. grrrrr how am i gonna talk to her??? maybe i can get her to have discord n we can text on that. but i want face to face connection instead of fucking online n shit.
i want to love her. i hope i don't get too attached. i have to get better for me, but also her. so she can see how smart and pretty i am.
i just wanna call her my baby, write her very pretty letters with song lyrics of my favourite music, tell her how beautiful she is. what a lovely girl she is.
her pretty smile and lovely lips. with really pretty hair and dazzling eyes.
i wanna run after her like a fool.
i wanna be a fool for her. and only her. spoil her.
gahhh i have such amazing music i wanna just whisper to her ears,
"she's got soul, too much soul.
foxy clothes, the cutest nose.."
im happy. now lets hope i can stick and love her forevers until otherwise.
Brenton wood really having me love her and i aint even know her name yet.
she makes me feel brand fucking new.. i love it and this.
