Little Troubles

Part 7- The Hurting One

A/N :  RM & Jungkook-Fools  all credits for the video go to Beside X Neverland.

It has been mildly edited so I apologize for the mistakes you will find.

Jungkook made a point of changing his clothes and doing his hair in the interim as he gave his Hyungs time to undo whatever they had been preparing for his little self. He felt a little bad for them. The fact that they accepted him for who and how he was never ceases to amaze him, but he couldn't take advantage of the situation any longer. because of the stress of touring and their schedule he was falling more and more into his headspace. He should have been controlling it, but his hyungs made it so easy to escape from it all. He was a fucking adult, and if his hyungs could handle the stress he should be able to also, was his underlining reasoning. He knew eventually he would have to release the little boy inside of him, but it would be a good little while. He was shaken over the fact that he was running around the hotel like a normal boy, and there wasn't a damn thing normal about him. Just the thought of what would have happened if the little him had been surrounded by ARMYs. Though he truly believed that the majority of ARMYs were good people who loved and cared for them as much as they loved and cared for ARMYs, there was a large number of sasaengs, and he knew the number was increasing exponentially every day. He couldn't afford for his little to be caught. At this rate it wasn't a possible occurrence, but a solid fact that it would happen.

Running into Jackson and BamBam and Jinyoung and JB had been an extremely lucky break. He can't control, the out of control, toddler that shared his body, but he could lock him up until such a time that it was safer for him to be let loose. So, until then he would have to deal with the adult things on his own. He was finishing putting on the black half sleeve t-shirt and black comfort jeans. He slipped into his indoor slippers. Taking a deep breath, listened to make sure there was no sound coming from the other room, and since he could hear a rumbling of conversation he decided that it was a good time to exit.

Jimin looked up from the armchair he was sitting in and seemed to be studying him intently, before a small sad smile play on his lips before he turned back around. What was that? Jungkook ask himself...that smile seemed off. Maybe Jiminie hyung was tired.

"Ummm, is there anything to eat I'm starving. I know I ate breakfast, but it doesn't feel like it." Jin came out of one of the other rooms that were adjacent to his and Jimin's by a connecting door. This way they didn't have to stay outside the room to visit each other. That has proven to be effective only in getting him and hyungs unnerved when they find their private moments all over twitter and other social media.

" I am about to order some of the food from the hotel. I will cook for you tomorrow, okay Kookie-ah?" Jin said to him, but his voice sounded strange. He looked at the others. All his hyungs seemed to be avoiding his gaze and looking down, even Jimin. that bother him, more than anything else. Taehyung always had something to say, the fact that he was solemn and quiet bother Jungkook more than it probably should, but he needed to see what was going on. Though, he was pretty sure that it all came from what happened with his little self.

He wanted to scream and throw a huge freaking tantrum but knew that it wouldn't help at all. It would only make things worse. He didn't know what to do, but he had to do something. This was all his fault, all because he was broken and couldn't hold his shit together and the only family he has can't look at him due to his little self's actions. "What is going on. you are all so quiet. Did something happened while I was studying?" It was the best way to cover up his little side. It was the excuse he used the most when his little side took over their shared body. There were quiet murmurings from the group but no solid answer. He didn't know what to do maybe it was a matter of them wanting to deal with little him, instead of adult him. But he would keep on trying. "Come on, if I have done something wrong tell me. you all seem to be having an issue talking to me. So just tell me what it is! " he exclaimed at his teammates. He was at a lost. he waited for someone to say something....anything. But there was nothing. Not even Jimin. He turned around and went back into the room and called one of the managers and asked him to pick him up and take him to the studio they were leasing to practice. and not to the room that the others would use. He needed to burn off all of the emotions churning in his head and heart.