Deku's pov
When I got out of bed and made my way to school, I walked downstairs to put on my shoes and leave. I looked back at the empty dull room and left. When I locked the door, I heard loud footsteps coming towards me. Then all of a sudden "Don't think you're off the hook you damn nerd..." is all that was said. I felt droplets of water make their way down and not soon after, it started to pour. "Damn it... I should've brought an umbrella." I thought as I continued my journey to school. When I got to class 1A, I started to pull out my 'Hero Analysis' notebook and start to write my suicidal note.
Dear Anyone who cares,
I'm sorry that I was a waste of space and a quirkless, useless person. I've had enough of everything. All of the pain brought with my life as is. The words of my bully who is also my crush broke through the wall of stone that I built around myself. My feelings were broken when he gave me advice that I am soon going to follow. The advice he gave me was 'Take a Swan Dive off the roof.' I just wish he would return my feelings but I can't let anyone know. Not even my mom, Inko Midoriya. I hope that you'll live a life where you're not worrying about me all the time and that you'll be happier. Kacchan, I love you. I know that you won't return these feelings I have for you. All I have to say to you is, Take care of my mom for me and I hope that your life will be easier without me "competing" with you. But please take care of my mom after I'm gone. And finally, Kacchan, Mom I love you both so much but these feelings are bringing me down so much and I can't live with these feelings anymore.
Sincerely,
Izuku Midoriya or Deku
When I finished I felt tears flowing down my face. Kacchan was looking at me strangely, mouthing "are you okay?" and I just nodded and gave my best fake smile. He still looked worried but just turned away. After class Kacchan came up to me and said "You're sitting with me and the other extras." very blunt and straight forward. "B-But I eat on the roof.." I tried to explain with no luck in the end. I ended up being dragged to where Kacchan sat with Kirishima and the others. "What were you writing in class Deku?" He asked me caring? " I-It's nothing Kacchan" I said nervously. "Then why were you crying over it?" Kacchan asked like he was a detective. 'Shit shit shit! He's asking to many questions!' I screamed in my head. "I'm going to the bathroom" I said with yet another fake smile. "I'll come too" Kacchan said casually. 'Oh come on! Why can't I just be alone for one minute!' I say to myself clearly angry.
~~Time Skip~~
After we got to the bathroom I quickly did my business and left to go the roof. I neatly folded up my school blouse and all my cuts were shown off for the world to see. I shivered at the cold touch of the wind. I took off my shoes and neatly placed them next to my blouse and laid the not under the heel of the shoe. I looked at the time and saw only 15 minutes until lunch ends. I pulled out my razer and added more cuts to my arms. After I was done with that I sat there and let the crimson liquid pour out of the cuts and find their way to my finger tips where they dripped onto the tile rooftop. I got up and walked to the rail. I made my way over them not a sound heard until a group of students screamed and yelled "He's going to jump!" I stood there with the wind blowing at me as if it was telling me to jump already. The wind brought cherry blossoms along with it. It was peaceful. The peaceful silence was interrupted by Kacchan bursting the metal door open. "There you a-. DEKU WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" He yelled.
Kacchans pov
After I was done in the bathroom, I headed back expecting Deku to be there. To my surprise he wasn't. "B-But I eat on the roof" played in my mind. I texted his phone asking where he was but to get no response. I started to head up to the roof but what I saw would be something that I would never forget.
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|| Suicidal Deku ||
Fiksi PenggemarIzuku was an innocent person, or so most people thought. What happens when he lives with his Mother and abusive father? What happens when he's told to take a swan dive off the roof? Just read to find out!
