Infatuation

Chapter 3

*Jess's POV*

When I got home I went straight to bed after I got changed, Morgan didn't question it. This morning I had woken to the smell of waffles and bacon. I got out of bed and went to brush my teeth to get rid of the smell of morning breath. ew. 

I stood there staring at myself in the mirror. I looked horrible my hair was a mess, my eyes were red and blotchy and my makeup hadn't been taken off at all. 

I took a seat at the kitchen table not having said a word and watched Morgan turn the bacon in the pan. 

"Oh hey Jess, how did you sleep" she smiled sweetly turning her attention to me. "No very well" I said plainly, "It shows, how about I get you your breaky and we can sit down and talk about last night, sound ok?"

"Yeh that's fine, thank you" I mumbled trying my best to smile. I honestly am wrecked. I knew that I didn't love Lucas and he was not the one for me and I know he felt the same. I think what I'm most upset about is that fact that he hurt me like that.

Honestly, if he had broken up with me normally I wouldn't be as nearly as upset as I am right now. 

'Ok so what happened?" Morgan asked curiously, setting my food down on the table, where she took a seat. 

"Well, Kendall Jenner was at Lucas' last night". "Oh... OH MY GOD NO" she panicked, "what happened with her". 

"Uh, apparently Luc and Kendall had a thing going on and I saw him kiss her, not like full on, you know just like on the head" I said slowly, chewing my lip. 

"Oh my god, I honestly don't know what to say" she replied. But that wasn't the worst bit and she had no idea and I didn't ever want to have to say what I was going to tell her next. 

"I walked in on them doing it in his guest bedroom" I said quickly glancing up at her. 

"HOLY MOTHER OF GOD" she yelled. "Oh my god, Jess, he is the biggest jerk ever please don't be upset by this, one day you are going to find someone who cares for you and loves you more than I do and that's so so so much, I could tell he wasn't the one, he didn't look at you like I've seen people who are in love look at each other. I had a feeling this would happen I just didn't think that this would happen" she said in a relaxed tone.

"Jessica I'm honestly so so sorry this had to happen, you don't deserve this, any of it" she added pulling me in for a tight hug. 

"This is why you are my best friend" I said sniffling. 

"Do you feel better" she questioned, "Yeh actually, I honestly do, he doesn't deserve me and I'm still so heartbroken over it but I know I will find someone who cares about me more the I care for myself". I said smiling. 

"Jesus, you are actually so strong Jess". Morgan is right, I am quite strong I hardly ever cry, I guess this just got to me. I can normally brush a lot of things off but this time it was all just to much. 

"Do you want to go see a movie before you get too busy preparing for the show " Morgan asked pulling me out of my thoughts. I never really thought that much about it but the London Fashion show was just in 5 days now. 

"Yes, I would love that" I said standing up. "Then lets get ready and go" she smiled.