My story

Just love

My first love was a boy whom I'm with now when we first met we became instantly friends everything clicked so well between us he was the perfect guy for me he didn't smoke didn't go to parties all the time didn't drink or flirt with other girls or do anything like that I'm not saying that it's a bad thing but you'll understand later why it was just perfect for me this guy 3 years ago became my best friend someone I can talk to all day about anything I wanted he never judged me he was always there and I wanted more but I was so shy I couldn't be clear and tell him how I feel I just showed him the opposite I tried to make him jealous by saying that I liked his friend wich made him distance himself from me even more and fell in love with another girl that hurted me so much he just one day came and told me hey I have a girlfriend now I just wanted to tell you . At first I thought that I was a joke but with time I saw how serious he took his relationship with this new girl I wasn't his princess anymore or any nickname he gave me he stopped sending me good morning messages or talk to me all day because now that he wasn't single he can't still act with me like before and I admired and hated him for that . So I just left left everything that I felt for him because he loved her and she didn't want him to still be friends with me . we were still very close for her even-though we weren't the same this boy was named Damien . Damien my first love that lasted so long even with all that distance .