My story

Mistakes

He was the cliche of every book a bad boy . And with that came so many things like the cheating the lies the insecurities and everything you can expect from a boy like him . He was younger then me but I felt like he was mature enough to be with me. Age doesn't define maturity but for some it justifies their actions. Too young to take everything seriously or to be with one person . Marvin preferred spending all his time in the nightclubs drinking doing drugs smoking and cheating on me without me even knowing I was naive and I trusted him even though all his friends warned me . He had bad grades and just told everyone like it was nothing and like he had accepted it for so many years now that school or even studies wasn't made for him . He was good , good at sports and cheating. So good that he even made me think that I was paranoid If I tried to ask him questions about his absence or about what he did with his friends. I don't know now what I liked about him maybe i liked that he was free minded and everything was so simple with him he lied so flawlessly . Simple at first , loves makes you blind . I discovered thanks to his best friend that he was cheating on his girlfriend with me I wasn't even the girl he cheated but the girl he cheated on with. Even after all that I still forgave him. The second time I was devastated when i knew what he did to me in a birthday party he found a girl and hooked up with her  after he consoled her because " she was crying" and he wanted to help . He never tried to console me I cried so many nights because of him but he never did anything. Marvin never knew what he wanted and It showed but I was full of goals and aspirations and he couldn't be part of my life anymore I waited till he didn't want me anymore because I couldn't myself leave him .