💜A Collection Of My Poetry 💜

My Mind

I want to marry my happiness in hopes it will never leave i want to drown this sorrow and set fire to the home of only darkness and dispare that has set up shop in my head i want bury all my faces start a battle with the demons that run rapid screaming lies in my mind maybe one day i will win and finally open the cage that surounds my heart and allow the smiles to not be a facade to protect my shattered ego maybe one day i can walk around tall and confident stonger then ever before maybe one day i can fall in love with the image that stares back at me in my broken mirrors but for now i will grow i will listen to your kind words and try to understand that this image in my head of me is just a distorted view toxic and not true maybe one day my anorexia will disappear and i can eat without a fear i can look at my body and not point out every flaw in every curve and maybe one day that number will mean nothing but happiness and healthiness maybe one day i will feel more like survivor then a victim of the pain they inflicted upon me maybe one day i could stand on my own two feet without the help from others maybe one day love will mean more then sex  loud voices and balled up fists maybe one day i can be the real me again maybe one day when i say im happy it wont be just a lie