IZ*ONE ON CRACK (Book version:)

minju

Chaewon:guys minju's been acting really weird

Hyewon:in what way?

Chaewon:she drank green tea for breakfast

Hyewon:oh my gawd what happened?

Yena:why is drinking green tea for breakfast alarming?

Hyewon:minju hates green tea more than her soul she respects Chaewon for liking it but cannot stand it

Yujin:I once saw a waitress serving her a green tea ,I never saw that waitress ever again

Hitmoi:oh my

Eunbi:well talk to her

Chaewon:okay I'll try

"Minju-ah are you alright darling?"Chaewon asked to her lover while taking a sip of her afternoon tea.

"Yeah I'm great ! Why you asking ?"Minju replied carrying on playing with her Lego she had gotten from Jeongyeon as a gift.

"Honey you drank green tea this morning , something's definitely wrong"Chaewon said taking minju's hand and holding it.

"I feel really sad for a random reason ,I don't know why you know those times where you just wanna die and do nothing for no reason whatsoever"Minju explained to the younger.

"I have them all the time but when I see you ,it all goes away"Chaewon says

"Your too sweet I don't deserve it"Minju replied

"You deserve the whole world baby"Chaewon said giving the latter a warm soft hug.

These were one of the reasons Minju loved the girl , although at times she could be a bit harsh and strange but she would always make sure to comfort and help her when Minju was on her lowest days.

I guess you could say,sometimes we all need a Kim Chaewon in our life .

Of course that isn't physically possible but even if your at your lowest and darkest times and you want nothing more but to just kill yourself.

You should think killing yourself isn't that easy ,you have to think to do such a thing ,needs time and thinking ,since it impacts a lot of others .

So if your feeling like trash remember ,you are not alone ,don't let it get down to you be strong and try your best to be positive and happy.studies show the more you smile the longer you will live.

I know it's strange for me to make a chapter like this but I just wanted to since what I wrote about how Minju was feeling ,I felt like  that everyday,but I stopped because feeling like that gave me a lot of stress and anxiety.

I'm a person you see who looks fine and happy which is usually the case but every once in a while i stumble across a issue in my school and every time I have it ,I have a panic attack ,I start to breath a little heavier and I just break down , luckily my friends are always there and they help me to get through it .

My point is I hope your doing okay and if not then don't worry everything will be alright sooner or later .