it's so cold alone. i feel empty. it's like a hole in my heart that doesn't want to be closed. i act like i'm fine, only to hide my sadness. all people think i'm weak, if they actually notice me. you know what? they are right. i can't do anything alone. that's what hurts me the most. i can't do anything to get actual friends, the only friend i have forgets my name everytime. sad isn't it.
but, i don't think i'm the only one. feeling like this opens my eyes. i see others suffering too.
take England, he acts normal and all. but inside he is hurt that his 'son' is growing up. America doesn't need him anymore, he wanted to make it so much clear that he started a war with his own 'father' i feel sorry for dad. i mean, he just wanted America to stay under his wing.
Russia is scary, even i think so. how must that feel for him. no one voluntairly wants to be next to him... exept that creepy sister of his. it must be hard on him. he has difficulties expressing his true self. i think he could be nice... think.
Italy acts all cheery, but i think that is partly a mask to hide himself. he wants to hide he is weak. he feels useless and bad that Germany has to save him every time he gets into trouble. even when he wants to be strong and struggle and fight. he loses.
the one who i see the most. France. he acts cheery and flirts with the others, girl or guy. but i know he's hurt. Right in front of his eyes, Jeanne was burned. that must have been heart tearing for him. his land is full of revolutions. he doesn't have much peace. i wonder how he keeps up with everything that happens without completing being torn apart. i feel sad for him, but him flirting with everyone gives the wrong expression of him. i heard others talk about him. not nice. happy-go-lucky, slut, whore... mean stuff.
~Canada~
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hello people!! (i know this is a short chapter) i'm really in the mood to write this but i still don't know much about Hetalia, so if something is wrong or couldn't happen correct me if you want. i'll take requests and hope you enjoy my stories!! :3
