my crush

☆ C H A P T E R 10 ☆

U wake up feeling fine
U text cash thank you for staying with u and he didnt anwer u
( a week passes no calls texts nothing )
U deside to go to the beach with ur older sister that came home u went there and saw cash he ran up to u and u just keep walking
Sister " just talk to him while I talk to my friends "
U * rolls eyes * " fine "
U keep walking and he grabbed ur arm and turned u around
Cash " what's wrong "
U " what's wrong ...?"
Cash " I'm sorry for whatever I did ily "
U " bye "
Cash * tears *
Sister " y/n u made him cry "
U " idc "
Sister " hes sorry he was probably busy right he loves u "
U " I'm just gonna tan while u go with ur friends "
Cash comes to u
Cash " hey can we talk "
U "  yea ig "
Cash " I'm sorry for what I did I was just working on music and I was going from 4 to 9 and I forgot to text u and yes ik ur mad at me and ik I've not been the best to u but ily and I hope we can still be friends "
U " yea "
( u guys broke up beacuse u guys have busy lifes )
Cash hugs u
Cash " no mader what I will love u and i hope we can work day by day trying to get into a relationship "
U " u will lyt "
Cash " I fine "
U " nope but I gotta go to a meeting "
Cash " ok il - oh yea forgot "
U " hahahah yea " * whispers * I hate this "
Cash " what "
U " huh .... nothin "
U go home and josh and sarahs and there dads were there
Josh and sarah " oh hey "
U walked passed him
They followed u and u closed the door and broke a picture of u and cash
Josh " sarah u should go in there "
Sarah " yea "
Sarah opens the door to see blood on u from the glass ur crying
Sarah " omg ... "
She wipes and cleans ur wrist
U " plz dont tell my dad plz "
Sarah " u promise ur not ever in a million years gonna do that beacuse this world would never be the same without u "
U * cries *
Sarah hugs u tightly and hands u a scrunchie to wear so no one sees the cut
Sarah " did something happen with u and cash "
U " I'm done with him "
Sarah " no no .... u just need to work it out "
U go grab a piece of glass that had the blood on it and did it agian so sarah though started crying
Sarah " ily y/n stop ily "
U start crying
Sarah thoughs the glass away
Sarah " plz y/n ily I cant live without u can u stop ily "
U " my life is breaking and idk what to do "
Sarah " talk to me ily "
U '' ilyt "
Sarah's dad walks in
Sarah's dad " u guys alright "
Sarah " y-yea "
Sarahs dad " ok were living "
Sarah " ok "
Sarah " u promised, "
U shake ur head
Brookie invites u to Disney with
Cash
Paige
Sarah
Mav
And josh
U said yes beacuse u need somewhere to go u put makeup on when u r ur sister came in and said
Sis " oh hey I need to borrow ur scrunchie " starts to take it off
U " no "
She sees the cuts and hugs u
Sis " ily u know u can talk to me "
U " yea ik ilyt I'm bought to go to Disney world "
Sis " oh ok "
U " and there ponytailes  on my desk "
Sis " ok thanks "
U leave and go in the car with cash and mav beacuse he asked to ride with u
Cash " hey "
U " hi "
Ur driving and cash looks and ur long sleeve white shirt that has blood spots in it
Cash " did u "
U " did I what "
Cash " did u try to kill yourself "
U " so which way am I supposed to go "
Cash " well u need gas "
U " oh yea "
Ur putting the gas in the car
Cash " so did u "
U " ummm.... well"
Cash hugs u tight
Cash " its cuase of me isn't it I made u do this "
U " no ... "
Cash " I'm stupid , why did I do that"
U " no ... calm down it's ok "
Cash " it's not okay "
U " ok well its not but it's over "
Cash " do u need a hoodie to wear "
U " no that's kinda weird "
Cash " oh yea , I hate this I miss u I want u back ily "
U " ilyt "
Cash " can we just work on it "
U " yea "
U guys go back in the car
U all get alerts on ur phone that a hurricane was coming
Sarah " should we just go tomorrow "
U " yea "
U guys go back and ur parents are in California right now
Cash " u can stay at r house though "
U " u sure "
Cash " yes of course "
U " will ur parents get mad if they see my arm "
Cash " no my moms just gonna hug u and my dads gonna talk to u so "
U " ok , r they fine with me staying "
Cash " yes "
U woke up and it was a dream all of it
( every chapter has been a dream gotcha didnt I )
U wake up its
( may 29 2019 )
Sarah invited u to her house
And u got there and cash was there
( u forgot the dream )
To be continued...