my crush

☆ C H A P T E R 18 ☆

* u and cash haven't talked in a month *
One day he calls you
Cash " hey how do I ask a girl out idk"
U " idk , just ask her "
Cash " oh that's easy will u go out with me agian I've go everything Done "
U * luaghes *" yes even now your cringy "
Cash " so wanna get breakfast "
U " uh yea sure "

U put this on

And put ur natural waving hair down and go to IHOP and see cash and walk towards him
Cash * hugs u *
U feel happy agian and warm and safe
U " hey "
Cash " sorry I haven't talk to u In a long time trust me i wanted to "
U " it's okay I have to get used to u not being here every day "
Cash " yea I wish It wasn't like that "
* u guys eat *
And u go to cashes house beacuse he felt that he needed to induce u to his mom and dad even now they now and love u
Cash " hey mom this is y/n my girlfriend "
C/mom " yea ik who she is "
He mom hugs u and talks to u for a hour until cash comes up
Cash " hey mom uh... were going "
U look at him
U " why ... "
Cash " just come with me "
U get up and give his mom a hug
U guys go outside
U " what do u want jealous "
Cash " I'm not jealous "
Cash points and u look over to see ur mom u are surprised and start to cry and run over and give her a hug
U " I love you "
Mom " i love you to "
U " r u and dad going out today "
Mom " yea , well have a day tomorrow , and u got a good boy over there "
U look at cash and he smiles
U " yea did he make u come, "
Mom " yea "
Ur mom and dad leave
And u go over to cash and give him a hug
U " thank you so much "
Cash " ik I would help "
Cash kisses u
The first time in 2 months
Cash smiles and u do to
U are still crying
And cash hugs u
And u look behind u and theres mav
And u give him a hug beacuse u haven't seen him in 4 months
Mav hugs u and cash goes inside
Mav looked at u and ur both crying
And he hugs u agian
Mav " I missed u "
U " I missed u to "
Mav " why are u making me cry "
U * luagh *
U guys go in and mav talks to his dad
And u go upstairs and open the door and see sarah
U " why do u guys keep doing this to me I'm not gonna have anymore tears left "
U hug sarah tightly before she had to go to a meeting and when she left u gave cash a hug
U " thank you "
Cash " np , it just suck all ur friends have to travel for there jobs and u have to stay and go to school "
U " yea but I'm homeschooled now cash I have been for a month "
Cash " oh yea makes sense if not in school right now "
Uh guys lay down and cash plays with ur hair
Cash " ik this is a bad time to tell u but I have to go to Texas at 6am "
U " oh.. "
Cash " sorry "
U " it's fine "
( u guys haven't kissed you've just imagined it every time )
U go back to your house and now its 7pm and ur mom cooks and u eat and seem sad
Mom " what's a matter "
U " cash is leaving agian ..."
Mom " well u have me now "
U " true but arent u leaving the day after tomorrow "
Mom " yea but well hang out tomorrow "
U " k "
U go to bed
Skip to morning u wake up at 5:50am
Cash " hey I'm leaving if u wanna say bye "
U " u outside "
Cash " well it's like 50 outside but yea I'll go outside "
U open your door and u give cash a hug and tear up a little
Cash " why are u crying "
U " * u laughe a little * " beacuse I dont want u to leave "
Cash smiles
Cash " I'll be back in a week tho ok "
U " yea..."
Cash " well I gotta go "
U give him one last hug
Mav comes up
Mav " bye y/n "
Mav gives u a hug like he always dose
Mav" I just gonna say this I really dont now how u handle it all not having sarah or ur mom here for u and me and cash leaving all the time and still making time for each person "
U " i try "
Mav " and everyone breaks ur heart but u cant help it ur the most sensitive person even "
U " thanks ig ...  "
Mav hugs u agian and leaves
U go back to sleep and wake up agian at 1pm and see cash posted something
Mav texted u
Mav " u gotta listen to me dont open cashes tik tok please dont , and ik your not gonna listen to me and ur gonna get mad and I understand why u would "
U open cashes tik tok and sall him with another girl

The tik tok
( ik it's from a while ago )

U didnt understand why he would do that to u why he would touch another girl u thought he loved u

U texted cash
U " what are doing "
Cash " nothing 💗 "
U " what's your deal "
Cash " wdym "
U " how could u "
Cash " what did I do "
U " ur tik tok u were touching her you've never gotton that close to me why would u do that to me I thought u loved me "
Cash " I'm sorry "
U " sorry dosent help "
Cash " what else do u want me to say "
U " nothing , remember that night we were by my pool and u told me u would never hurt me well u did "
Cash " did mav tell u "
U " no and y dose it matter u did it and theres no going back "
Cash ...
U sat in bed crying and u call the girl in the tik tok
Girl " hi "
U " hi this is y/n "
Girl " oh hey "
U" were u the girl that was in the tik tok with my boyfriend "
Girl " omg hes urs I'm so sorry I didnt know "
U cry
Girl " he never told me I'm sorry "
U " ima go "
U stayed In ur bed all week
Till cash and mav came home u ran up to mav and gave him and a hug and gave cash a mad look and turned around
Cash followed
Cash " I'm sorry y/n I made a mistake the worst mistake I've ever made I dont want to lose u plz plz dont leave me plz "
U " why did u do that tho "
Cash " beacuse ... idk "
U " u know I cant forgive u every time "
Cash " yes... but plz I need u "
U " fine " u hugged him and cried into his chest
And he looked at u and kissed u for the first time
U smiled
And he hugged u back
Cash " theres a bad storm coming and ur mom and dad arent home so u can come over if u want "
U guys walk in
Mav " u lucky cash she dosent forgive everyone "
Cash " mhm.... "
U guys go on his room and go live and he says to everyone that u guys are dating so u know that he cares and wants everyone to now "
And then ends the live
Cash " ily "
U  " ilyt "
He hugged u
And u guys layed down and watched a movie and u went to sleep on cash's chest and he smiled and fell asleep
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