my crush

C H A P T E R 23

U wake up crying still ur sisters rubbing ur back until u get up and check tik tok and u see hes videos and hes smiling and laughing and he dosent know ur hurt
U " ima go on a walk "
Sis " okay "
U go outside and cash waves to u
U dont want to be rude so u waved back
Him already knowing ur mad and crying because of him
Cash " something wrong "
U start to spin
Cash " .... y/n "
U start to come back
He runs over towards u
Cash '' what's wrong " * sounds worried *
U " nothing its just.... nothing nvm "
U start walking
Cash grabs ur wrists and turns u back around
Cash " now ... what's wrong "
U " nothing just leave me alone "
Cash "this was my fault"
U "no"
Cash " u did want to break up did you"
U " well no , but what was ur problem yesterday "
Cash " I just dont feel like I'm the right guy for u , u deserve somone better somone that's here for u and dosent have to travel all the time "
U " but idc ..."
Cash " I think u need to see other people "
U " no ... I cant "
Cash " well I am "
U " oh ... "
Mav comes out and hugs u while cash walks away
Mav " itll be alright , he'll come back to u just wait "
U " I shouldnt have to wait "
Mav " ur right u should ... hes mad and needs time to cool down and he will be back to normal "
Cash goes shopping and comes home and slams hes bags on the ground on the front porch of his house
U are on ur porch crying and lani comes out and says to cash
Lani " cash ... ik ur mad but she wants u and ik deep down inside of u , u want her back "
Cash " no I dont just stop , nothing's gonna change my mind "
Lani " cash ... the girl loves u , u found a girl who loves and treats u good and this is how u treat her "
Cash " ur right ... "
Lani " yea "

Mav " y/n I really dont know what hes problem is , he usually isn't like this "
U "im gonna go on a walk for a little"
Mav "okay"
U start walking and u see cash still mad but he knows he needs u so he runs after u and finally catches up to u
Cash " hey " * u could her the stress and anger in his voice *
U turn around and hug him and he is happier
Cash " I'm so sorry , I was just mad and ... "
U cut him off
U " r u done because i really dont care
"
Cash smiles

U and cash are doing good , while cash had to leave for a few months
Cashes p.o.v.
Music puducter " cash do u have a girlfriend "
Cash " yes "
Music puducter " awesome could she be in the music video "
Cash " I'll ask her "
Music puducter " great thx "
Cash " she said yea "
Back to ur p.o.v.
U wake up
Its ( August 13 )
Aka 2 more days till ur 16
Cash texted u
Cash " hey , I'm coming back today but I kinda need u to be in the music video for a scene , u cool with that "
U " uh ... yea sure when r u gonna be here "
Cash " not till like 3 or 4 "
* its 7am right now *
U " okay love you "
Cash " love you to bye"
U go on ur phone
* keep in mind ur and cashes fans dont know about u guys *
Later u put ur phone down
U curled ur hair
And its 3:45pm
U here a knock at ur door so u get excited and see cash u give him a hug and mav a hug to
Cash " r u ready "
U " yes "
Cash drives u to the music shoot
A while later u and cash have to get in a phone both thing idk what it's called and he has to act like hes kissing u
Heres the video

* it's the part where there in. The thing yea u know well yea *
U had to keep redoing scenes because cash was laughing
U " shut up cash"
Cash " I cant help it "
U " do u wanna get this done with "
Cash " nope "
* u finally finished *
Music puducter ''hey y/n can u sing because u look like u could sing "
U " no , not really "
Mav " she actually really good"
* u guys watch the music video *
And cash keeps looking at you while ur and hes scene came up u look back at him and he smiled
U guys took cashes car home
Cash " thank you for doing that , cause ik u dont really like doing camera stuff "
U " it's np "
Cash kisses u and smiles
Cash " at least I asked u and not a random girl right "
U " ... yea I would kill u ... but idk "
Cash looks at u
Cash " but ... what "
U " but I have to get used to it , this is what u want to do so u should "
Cash " * smiles *
U get home and its 90 degrees so u go out by ur pool
Cash comes out to
Cash " the music videos up "
U " hows it doing "
Cash " it's getting hate but who cares "
U " but u knew it was gonna get hate so why would u do that "
Cash " beacuse I wanted u in it , so how do we tell fans about us "
U " idk , ur fans r gonna be cool with it and my fans dont care so just tell them "
Cash went live and told everyone and u started getting tagged in ship edits and plot twist edits and all that
U said goodbye to cash and went upstairs and took a shower and watched a little bit of riverdale because u finished all 3 seasons of stranger things and went on ur phone to like a few ship edits and didnt know where to stop so u just keep liking them and watching them and ignoring the rude ones and went to bed