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Authors note : this is the second last Chapter Guys :'(
Thanks to all who read this book Till the end though :)

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" ...I...can't believe...you like me " stuttered Jimin

" Jimin I - "

" why would I like someone like you anyway ? " Jimin  smiled evilly

" ...Jimin...what are you saying !? " exclaimed Taehyung

" he's Saying the truth , why would Jimin like this sour thing with not emotions " said Hoseok

" I can't believe you Hyung...you lied to me you said you like Taehyung...how could you " gasped Jungkook

" Maybe you don't deserve to be apart of this group ! Your causing chaos ! " Jin sighed disappointedly

" What are you all saying ! Yoongi Hyung did nothing wrong , all he did was fall in love with someone
And he accepted the fact that Jimin didn't like him and tired to make us all happy - " argued Taehyung

" What Yoongi needs to do is wake up " said Namjoon walking in.

" Wake up...? " questioned Yoongi

" Wake up , wake up ! " Taehyung suddenly said

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" Hyung ? "

" Hyung wake up ! "

" Hyung ! "

Yoongi bolted awake and looked around to see his bedroom.

" Hyung you fainted..." Taehyung told him.

" Jimin does he know - "

" Jimin...knows what ? He didn't Hear our conversation if that's what you mean...
he was in his  room the Whole time..." said Taehyung placing a tray down next to him.

" What's...this ? " he said pointing to the bowl.

" Oh...I made you soup " he replied Smiling.

" ...soup ? I can only see Burnt green stuff " Questioned Yoongi

" Hyung...it took time making that " whined Taehyung

" I'm joking...what is this exactly ? " Questioned Yoongi

" you must of tried it it's popular in Daegu it's Called Daegu tang/Jiri , it has mild
Lightly seasoned cod fish and vegetables with Salt and Finely chopped - "

" I asked for the dish name not the whole recipe...you made this ? " Yoongi asked him

" Yes...why ? " Replied Taehyung

" it...tastes like how my mother used to make it " Yoongi smiled.

" Gasp! Are you genuinely smiling ! "

" Tch...I'm not , you saw nothing " Yoongi told him among Taehyung smile.

" so...you and Hoseok didn't get back together ? " he questioned while taking a spoon full of soup.

" No...like I said he has some he likes - "

" ...Taehyung...even if you both liked someone you still somehow developed feelings for each other
You can't change the fact and...I did research that guy Hoseok apparently likes , he doesn't exist..."

" He...doesn't exists "

" wait...Where is Hoseok ? " Questioned Yoongi.

" He...said he went out with that same friend apparently..." shrugged Taehyung

" Go and find him..." insisted Taehyung

" But you will be home alone - "

" I promised a friend I would...go somewhere with them..." Yoongi lied.

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Namjoon's p.o.v :

" why are we in our attic again ? " I questioned

" Because I think...we may find some clues " Replied Jungkook

" Clues for...? " I Questioned accidentally dropping Jin's Expensive vase...but he doesn't need
To know that -

" We need to find who Yoongi Hyung really likes I don't believe this ' I like Taehyung ' nonsense "
Said Jungkook throwing books out of an old box.

" Aish my hair was...A mess..." I said picking up an old picture frame.

" it says property of Suga....it must be his...wow the date says 2013...this is old "
Jungkook said showing me an old faded red book.

" ...Should...we be reading this...what if Hyung comes ? " questioned Namjoon

" He's drinking soup with Taehyung or something " said Jungkook carefully opening
The first page after wiping the dust off.

I say I'm fine but I'm dying
Breaking inside , I'm really trying
But in reality all I do is crying
Happiness is not achievable
People are just lying....yeah

I can see the darkness
I can see the pain
Is this normal
Or am I going insane

I can't sleep a night
My nightmares come alive
How can I do this
How can I survive

I can't tell you 

Maybe I should give up
Maybe I should leave my heart shattered
Maybe  I should fall
But how can I really leave it all
I can't forget about you most of all

I don't want to loose you

It hurts inside...but
How can I tell you I'm in love with you ?
Watching you with him...
My heart is breaking into two
But no matter what I do...

I don't want to loose you but...I can't tell you



" These...lyrics , he never told me about them...I've heard all his lyrics...this can't be-"
Exclaimed Namjoon flicking through the pages.

" Hyung...these aren't just lyrics" sighed Jungkook

" what do you think they are then. ? "

" His real emotions...what he was feeling in 2013 and could be what...he's feeling now "

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