June 17, 2018
6:37 a.m.It was almost 4:00 am and Yeeun was wide awake rolling in her bed trying to sleep. In fact she didn't sleep at all last night. Although she knew she had to rest for their next comeback stage which was at evening she couldn't find herself to do so. Besides her laid a deep slept Rose whom stayed, talked and cried with her to the point of falling asleep on the youngest's bed. Yeeun finally decided to stand up and do her morning routine. She washed her hair, took a bath, brushed her teeth and got dressed. After this she went towards the kitchen to do the members favorite breakfast. Pancakes. After she was done she put it all in the dinning table and without eating she quietly made her way out of the dorm. After twenty eight minutes she was finally in front of her destination. Red velvet's dorm. She made her way upstairs and knocked on her unnies door. Finally Wendy opened up and gave the younger one a big tight hug. After this they both made their way to the living with room where all the other members we're at. The first one who got up and ran towards Yeeun was Seulgi who almost cried when she saw her.
" You finally came. I'm so sorry Yeeunie"
" Don't worry unnie. Everything is okay"
" No it isn't. If I would've know I would've- I'm sorry! "
"Unnie I didn't know either "
And that was everything it took for Seulgi to break down into tears.
" Unnie is not your fault! "
" Yes Seulgi, Joy is right is nothing but his fault."
" But unnie if it wasn't for me believing him Yeeun wouldn't have gone through this."
" Unnie don't say that okay. We both believed him. And what Irene unnie is right. Is not yours fault is his. Only his. Okay? "
Seulgi slowly nodded and all of the girls rapidly pulled her into a hug.
" why don't we go shopping? "
" Yes I agree with Yeri! So who wants to go?? "
" I believe we can all go right? But we need to be back before 5:30 pm because Yeeun has a stage to go to!"
"Right I forgot about that! So I'm in who else? "
" Me! "
" Ofc! "
" Yep "
" So let's go what are we waiting for!?"
They all put their mask on and headed out towards the mall. Because Joy and Yeeun we're very close they were hugging each other the whole ride. When they finally arrived they went to every store they all liked. Two hours later their hands were full with shopping bags when suddenly Wendy noticed Yeeun looked hungry so they went to a cafe inside the mall and made all their orders.
" So Yeeun you look pretty tired."
" Yep I haven't gotten a lot sleep. Even with my pills I can't sleep. "
" Have you talked to your doctor about it? "
"Yes Irene unnie but every time she just changes it into a worst one."
" So did you told your unnies about what happened? "
"Yes"
" Not that the other thing"
"Oh no. I just- what if they end up hating me for that. "
" Look nini, they are your unnies they would find out sooner or later of what happened. You won't be able to keep it as a secret for the rest of your life. "
" Yeri is right Yeeunie. You have to tell them. "
" Okay I'll try to tell them tonight."
" Is almost 5 we should get going girls"
" Okay Irene unnie " all the other girls said in unison. They all laughed and went back to the car. Seulgi sat besides Yeeun while yeeun's head was in her lap. Seulgi began carising the youngest hair until this one fell into a very deep sleep.7:45 pm
Dressing room:" Ten more minutes girls! " their manager said. Yeeun was very nervous apart from being with a major migraine and very tired but she kept telling herself everything was gonna be alright. But also knowing she had to tell the girls about her secret made everything worse. Eight minutes of tortured passed and it was time to get on stage.
During the performance fans noticed Yeeun looked tired and in a bad mood. While in the inside Yeeun was having a battle in her head. She felt sick, tired, to the point of feeling dead. In the inside. Trying not to give up she tried her best. Trying not to show how big of a coward she was she still tried. Trying not to break down in front of everything and everyone she kept on going. Kept and kept until the end.
10:51 p.m
Blackpink's dorm.
Living room:At almost eleven the door was opened wide. The girls entered the dorm and all of them dropped their things and threw themselves in the couches or sat down in the floor. Kuma came running towards Jennie while Leo came and laid down on Lisa's lap. Jisoo stood up and turned the tv on while Rose got up and went to get food to all of them. Lisa looked around and found everyone else expect Yeeun. Not even Chin-sun or Shi-woo were in the living room as they would usually be.
" Guys where is Yeeun? "
" Maybe in her room? I mean she came with us. "
" She looked really tired today. Maybe she's sleeping right? "
" Imma go and give her pills."Jisoo got up and went towards the drawer where her pills where at. She took seven exactly. Two for sleeping, one for headaches, three for vitamins and one for her panic attacks. She went towards Yeeun's bedroom and knocked on the door. No answer was given so she opened the door and saw Yeeun's bag on her bed together with her pajamas. She sat on the bed and waited for Yeeun to come out of her bathroom. She saw how messy her clothes and makeup were, so knowing Yeeun wouldn't come out in a while she called the other girls.
" Jendeukie!! Come here!! "
They three girls went running towards a smiling jisoo.
" Pasta, you order food, Jendeukie, you prepare the living room and a good movie and Lalisa, you help me clean this room. "
" Kay Unnie!!! "Each one of them went to do what Jisoo told them without complaining. Lisa immediately took yeeun's clothes and putted them just like Yeeun liked them, while jisoo took her makeup and accessories and putted them where they belonged. When they were finish they took both pets which kept running everywhere and went to the living room. There they saw saw Jennie and Rose preparing the food they had order. Lisa went to get the pets food while Jisoo went to get the blankets and pillows. The best part was that they had a free day the next day so they could stay up until they wanted to.
Yeeun's POV
I heard a lot of noises outside but I didn't mind them. Maybe Rose and Lisa running around. I went out of the bathroom and towards my room. I noticed it was opened wide so I went inside and noticed everything was clean. Maybe the girls had cleaned my room? I went towards the door and closed it and went to change. I was really hungry so I hurried up and took all my shopping bags and went to the living room. There I saw the girls with a bunch of food and blankets. They didn't even noticed me so I decided to scream making everyone especially Jennie jump and scream also. I laughed and went towards the couch when Jisoo came and helped me with my bags. We went towards the couch and I took two bags and gave them to Jennie, two for jisoo, a huge one for lisa and like three for Rose. I then went to get chopsticks to the kitchen since I noticed there was none in the living room but immediately when she returned all eyes were or her.
" Umm.... Unnies are you guys okay?"
" Umm.. Why the presents? That I know santa is not gonna come of that fireplace at midnight right?? "
" No Lisa! Is just that I remember that since Christmas you guys wanted somethings and since we're too busy with rehearsals and the comeback you guys forgot so I just bought them for you!! "In a blink of an eye Jennie was already suffocating poor Yeeun with a hug.
" Guys come eat!! The food will get cold! " Rose said while pouting.
" Okay let's eat!! "
" Ummm...... Unnies I have something to tell you guys....."
" Okay Nini, go ahead! "" I'm pregnant Unnies............. "
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| Sieun: Blackpink's 5th member |
FanficThe life of Lee Sieun, the fifth member of Blackpink is harder than it looks. Fights, misunderstandings, hate, mistakes, revenge, love, friendships, relationships and much more in this fanfiction.