Oh, How I Wish|| Bohemian Rhapsody Imagines

j.d.

Edited: 01/02/21

"𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙳𝙸𝙳 𝙸 𝙳𝙾 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙴𝚁𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄?"

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"OH MY GOD" i screamed out as a gut wrenching pain hit my stomach.

let's take a step back.

9 months ago

i sat on the toilet seat cover as i impatiently tapped my foot, awaiting the answer of if i was, in fact, pregnant or not.

it seemed impossible to me; the idea of having a child. john, my boyfriend, was skyrocketing in his career, and we were so young. not to mention the fact that we didn't just have unprotected sex ever. we actively tried preventing these situations from happening.

so, i shouldn't be pregnant, right? not only did I do all the correct things but so did deacy.

as i was lost in thought, my kitchen egg timer went off with a weak "ding." this made me jump right up from the toilet and to the pregnancy test.

i carefully picked up the test as if it's the most sacred item in the world. my eyes fell upon not one but two pink lines. "fuck." i simply sigh, resting my hand with the test on the edge of the bathroom sink. i closed my eyes and just let my head down.

nothing is wrong, i try convincing myself. john will love you and love the child.

as much as my heart believes that, it's still scary. we aren't ready. i speak mostly for myself. i just don't want to have a child that will rarely see their father. little did i know that tears stung my eyes and fell as quickly as they came.

"darling?" a soft voice calls from downstairs, followed by the front door closing gently. "up here, my love" i said, wiping my eyes with the backs of my hands.

john hurried upstairs, excited to see me. i looked in the mirror, wiped away a few more years, and was swiftly greeted by my true love.

"hey swee- why are you crying?" john asked as he grabbed my hands and pulled me into a loving hug. i relished the hug, genuinely afraid of the words about to fall from my lips. "i'm pregnant, john."

john pulled away for a moment, looking at me and then my stomach. "really, y/n? THIS IS AMAZING" he placed a kiss on my lips and hugged me firmly yet gently as to not press against my stomach. "i'm going to love you both so much."

i let myself smile. this was the man for me.

back to present day

i heavily breathed in and out as i held my fiancé's hand with brute force.

"y/n, honey" deacy squeaked out. "you're hurting me."

"well yoU KNOW WHAT JOHN? YOU DID THIS!! YOU'RE THE REASON WE ARE IN PAIN!" i shouted as another pain hit me.

the doctor tried calming me down, which worked somewhat but also didn't. "i need you to push, ma'am." it hurt too bad to push, but i followed the orders anyway. john, of course, looked at more lower half to get a view of what was happening and then fainted. the little boy was just not ready for this.

after an excruciating 5 hours of labor, little baby mira came out. when i saw her, i cried. when she cried, i cried. when she... existed i cried- it was a very emotional time. john actually experienced the birth; he eventually woke up after passing out.

johns face immediately broke into a grin as the doctor placed mira in my arms.

"my two, beautiful girls. what did i do to deserve you?"

"you loved me. and now we get to spend the rest of our lives together."

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