Rhydian morris x Reader

No humanity

I wake up not sure of how long I've been on conscious for.
"Rhydian!" I say faintly.
He looks up at me with a sigh of relief "mollie!" He kisses me.
"What's happening mollie? What's going on" he asks like he's concerned.
"I've got wptsd, the only way I can get rid of it is to turn my humanity off rhydian." I reply scared.
"What? No no it can't be, you know what happens if a wolf does that! We stop caring and kill!" He stops and thinks about it for a moment. "Alright, you can do it." He says blankly. "Only if I can too." He adds on. He nods and I say " 3..2..1.." we both shut our eyes and change yellow 5 seconds later we turn back. We look at each other with no emotion. All that love we felt for each other. Gone. At lease only until will switch it back on which won't be any time soon. I get up and walk down stairs to find ceri and bryn look up at me and rhydian. "You haven't! No you can't of! Why!!" We look at her and laugh pulling some meat out of the fridge. I eat it raw and get ready for school. After we got ready rhydian held my hand. "Even though I have no love for you at the moment, your still my queen, my alpha and no one will hurt you. Got it" I nod and agree "same here! I wonder who I'm gonna hurt today" he laughs and says "same here." We both laugh and leave holding one another's hand. I have thick makeup LIKE MADDY IN 1X6 and uniform too. I walk into class "whose the new-Mollie?!" One of the girls say. I hear everyone chatter and I laugh. Until the lights went out. We hear growling. I can already tell it's rhydian so I didn't care. Not like i would anyway next thing we know we see glowing yellow eyes I laugh and turn mine on too. Everyone looks at each other scared of what happens next we both howl making maddy come through the door and turn the lights on everyone sees me and rhydians eyes. "Uh Oh maddy ya secrets out" I say smirking me and rhydian look at each other kiss and laugh no one dares say anything until jimi said " is this a joke" I look at him growling with my eyes flashing yellow and my veins a deep black "does this look like a joke to you!" I growl. He looks scared then rhydian howls. I join in maddy pretends to look scared to fit in but it doesn't work because I growl at her. I growl at her so much so that she flashes her eyes and slaps me around the face. Rhydian turned over to maddy "don't you hurt my alpha" he reaches out to hit maddy when she ducks. "Haha missed me" she said running. We follow her trying to kill her until we get caught up in a net. I grabbed his hand and howled as loud as I could. But not loud enough for my brother to hear me.