Shadows Love (Rouge x Reader

Chapter 6

(Timeskip brought to you by annoying dragonslayers)
It was the last day of the GMG. We had to combine teams. So I got kicked off for the last day. I had met Rouges best friend and partner sting and there exceeds Lector and Fro. They are cute. I let Rouge meet my exceeds along with Natsu Lucy Gray Ezra and Cana. They all got along. The only issue is that Guildarts hasn't even looked at me. The fight started. I saw rouge disappear along with sting. All fights were starting. Then I saw Gajeel and Rouge get into it. They were both dragon slayers and they were both stubborn. I didn't know who to cheer for. Rouge was my soul mate and we haven't even started dating yet. Gajeel was there for me after he joined the guild. We talked for hours and we became close. I turned away and walked to get some snacks. Jax and Luna followed me. "I hate this. I mean me and Rouge are meant to be together. But not everyone is okay with me being happy epically Guildarts. He adopted me and he trained me. Yet he doesn't want me to follow heart. I don't even know how I feel about Rouge yet." "YN you need to calm down. Your skin is getting really hot. Control your emotions and you will be fine." I bumped into someone. They looked at me and I looked back. I recognized them. It was one of the guys that always followed me around when I went places. "Oh YN. I knew it found you here. Please your life is in danger and you need to come with me." He grabbed my arm. I put my hand on his and burnt his skin. He quickly retracted his hand. "I haven't listened to you the last hundred times so why would I listen now. I thought I got rid of you and I can take care of myself." I turned and walked away. I was back at the balcony and I looked at the lacrimas. I saw Rouge getting pummeled by Gajeel. I felt that I was on the verge of tears. Cana wrapped an arm around my shoulders. She said soothing words to keep me calm. Gajeel finally stopped. I couldn't do it anymore and I headed back to the hotel. Cana was following me. "Hey talk to me." "The man who is supposed to be the love of my life was getting beaten up by they guys who was basically my brother. I don't even know if I love him." She didn't even know what to say. "We have a ball to go to in two hours. So let's get you dressed up for the party." For the next two hours we were getting ready. Everyone came back and levy came in. I had a black dress with blood red highlights. The skirt part was cut open in the front and I had on black high heels. I had a little make up on and my hair was down. It still covered half of my face. We walked out of our room and went downstairs. I walked in the ball with my arm looped in cana's. We were smiling and laughing about the old days. We walked up to my friends and Cana ran away to get with Bachuss. I was just sitting there doing nothing. Guildarts and Gajeel walked up to us and I avoided eye contact. "Hey wats wrong little YN." Gajeel patted my head and I grabbed his wrist. I had a tight grip on it and I twisted it. He fell on his knees and I was just smiling. "Well for one Mr big and bad Guildarts over here is pissed at me. Just because I wanted to spread my wings and have fun. But no he had to control my life like always. Then you Gajeel were basically my brother and then you go crazy. Well I just lost trust in both of you so congrats." I let go of his wrist and walked away. I numbed into Sting and we started talking. He pulled me to the dance floor and spun me around. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Rouge in the corner. He didn't notice me and then Kagura was walking up to him. She talked for a couple minutes and then pushed her breasts up against him. He stayed still. She kissed him and he didn't move at all. I stared at them and then Rouge saw me.i pushed people out of my way and I was almost at the door when someone grabbed my arm. "YN it's not wha-." Before he could finish I decked him in the jaw. "Really. This is why I don't open up to people. They always stab me in the back eventually. Kagura kissed you and you didn't push her off. You let her kiss you. Just stay away from me. Never come near me again. I can't believe I was actually starting to fall for you." Everyone was staring at me. Rouge was on the floor clutching his face. I walked out the doors with Jax and Luna hot on my tail. I went to the inn and took of my dress. I put on my usual out fit and my cloak. I packed a side bag and wrote a note for cana. If she wasn't to drunk to read. I put it on the bed and I headed to the roof. "What are you doing YN?" "Leaving my life behind Luna. I can't believe he did that to me. I don't want him anywhere near me.  The sad thing is I felt my heart break when I saw him kissing Kagura." I played down and played with a little sun in my hand. I put my headphones on and jammed for a little bit. The ground started to shake and it was coming from the castle. I threw my bag back in the hotel room and had Jax fly me to Lucy. She was on the ground and a big door was opened from beside her. I saw dragons coming out. I saw one dragon and my heart stopped. It was Clef.  My dad. Jax picked me up and flew me up high. We went to the center of town where the king was giving a speech. "Now go and protect our city." Everyon cheered. Luna turned into a Phoenix and everyone looked my way. "Dragons are dangerous. Let the dragon slayers take care of them. Everyone else help evacuate the citizens or fight." I looked at Jax and he was transforming into a full grown dragon. As he was i looked around and saw everyone I knew. "Stay safe and don't die." I gave my friends a wink and ran. I jumped off the ground and jumped on Jax. He flew up high. I was standing on his back and having fun. I haven't ride on him in awhile. Luna was on my shoulder guiding the way. I saw Clef and told Jax to land. He did and I ran to Clef. "Clef." He turned around and looked at me. "You smell like a dragon slayer but the smell is different.  Do you want to kill me?" "No. If I do I won't be who I am. You won't fall in love with blaze. You won't train me and train Jax. You won't become my father." He looked shocked and then his eyes soften. "So you are the one I keep having visions about. Well hello YN. I know we meet in the future." I ran up to him and hugged him. He was all black and had purple streaks. My sleeve was rolled up and it was obvious that I had a mark on my arm. " So I see that you have found your soul mate already." I sighed and I sat on the ground. "Yeah I have. I have only talked to the guy for a week. This week. But tonight I saw another girl kiss him and he didn't care. I walked away and I was actually starting to fall  for him. I was so stupid." "No you weren't. You were just figuring out love. It is hard for everyone. Just stay strong and trust your heart." I looked at my arm and sighed. "Can you remove this thing from my arm. Every time I see it I wanna cry." He looked at me and then at my arm. He put one claw on it and then it disappeared. I looked around and saw the other dragons disappearing. "I have to go YN. Re member what I said. Stay strong. I will make sure to tell blaze about you. Goodbye YN and I love you my child." I hugged him and he hugged back. I heard footsteps coming my way. I let him go and I backed up. "Goodbye dad." He vanished and went away. I was standing up and I almost fell. Jax and Luna caught me. I knew Rouge was behind me. I became consumed with anger and grief. My whole body became to hot to touch Jax backed up and held the crowd back. I had a ton of magic energy stored up and I needed to use it. I saw a nearby mountain. Luna changed into a Phoenix and was able to take in most of my head so I wouldn't hurt people. "Wings of the sun." Yellow and red wings appeared on my back. I flew up and I looked at the mountain. It would now take all of my anger. "Solar and music dragon ROAR." I yelled it and my attack hit the mountain. It exploded and I wasn't even using all my strenght. That was a fifty roar. I flew back down to the ground. My wings vanished and my body became normal again. I turned and saw everyone looking at me. I was holding back tears because my dragon left me again. Levy and Cana walked up to me. I just broke down and cried. "NOOOO." "Calm down YN. You are fine. Just keep calm. Stay calm sis." I saw Rouge walking towards me. I let go of Cana and Levy. I stood up straight and looked at him. "You see. This is what I go through. You killed your dragon. Mine disappeared and then I saw one of them again. They both left me. They abandoned me just like my real parents did. I don't know why the universe thought it would be good to have us together. But it isn't. So just leave me alone." I was about to leave when I felt a real bad pain on my back. I screamed my head off and fell to my knees. I knew what was going on. I was having another tattoo put on. This the second time in my life when this has happened and it's worse than before. I don't know why it happened  but it hurt a lot. Luna came over and burned my cloak off. Everyone gathered around me and stared in shock. "Jax is it done. Please tell me it's done." "It is but I don't know what it is." I knew. I had my dragon on my lower back. Now I have a piece of music on my back that was at my shoulder. Someone barley touched it and I screamed again. "Don't touch it. It will make my pain even worse. I fucking hate this. My new tattoo is now a piece of music right. It's a saying made into music. It means never let the demons win." I got up and went to the in. I fell asleep out of pain