Shadows Love (Rouge x Reader

Chapter 10

(Rouges POV)
I didn't know what happened to YN. But I didn't really care. I mean I thought she was my mate but I guess she isint. I wrapped my arm around Kagura and I was about to walk away. "Get your ass back here." I turned and saw that the master was staring at me.  I walked up to him and he pulled me down to his level. "You hurt my child. You broke her even more. Natsu Wendy and Gajeel. Tell him what he did." He let me go and I felt a strong arms wrap around me. People put rope around my hands so I couldn't use magic. "Why the he'll am I even still here? I am supposed to go with Kagura." Natsu was coming at me but Gajeel held him back. "Do you know what you did to YN?" "Uh yeah. I rejected her so I could be with Kagura duh." This time a iron club hut my face. "Wendy do you see what is in his eyes. His eye color is slightly different. She put a spell on him." "And it was sealed when they had sex. Fucking great." "What the hell are you guys talking about?" I was confused. "Jet go get Kagura. And hurry." A guy ran away at really fast speed. He came back two minutes later. "Take the spell off of him now." "Nope. I want Rouge and I got him. Yn can  suffer for all I care." Ezra came out of nowhere and requipped a sword. She held it to Kaguras throat. I then felt a weird tingly feeling and I looked around. "What happened and where is my mate?" All the dragon slayers looked really pissed at me. They untied me and explained. "Well you rejected YN. With being dragon slayers that is bad. When you rejected her. The dragon inside her took over. All the pain she was feeling mentally. The dragon made her feel physically. It will only get worse. Since she is a dual dragon slayer it will be really bad. She will her solar spirit dragon hurt her first. He music spirit dragon will hurt her. It will be hard for her. And it is all your fault. Just because you didn't love her enough to reject Kaguras stupid love spell." I was hit with a lot of pain and I looked at my arm. The dragon was slightly fading away. She will die becuase of me.
(Your POV)
We got to the train station and Gajeel said he would meet us in the town. Lily Jax Luna me and Laxus all got on. The exceeds sat on one seat and all of them fell asleep. Laxus sat beside me and I was right by the window. I layed my head down on his lap. He stroked my hair nd I was holdin back tears. Laxus was like my older brother. I was like his little sister. All the dragon slayer considered me and Wendy their siblings. Dragon bond I guess. "What did I do wrong to deserve this Laxus?" He looked at me with sad eyes. "You did nothing wrong. Rouge is your mate he is just really stupid. You will be happy one day. You just need to stay strong and conquer the dragon inside you." I turned and was laying on my side. It's time to deal with life I guess. Time to be a true dragon slayer. I have to fight the dragons inside me. I can't let them take over.
(Your POV a year later)
Laxus and Gajeel went back to the guild yesterday. I stayed an extra day. The mission only took 6 months yo complete. We spent the other 6 months helping me. It turns out that I will be fine. I just had to keep my inner demons under control. I have trained a lot. Mainly with Kai. She is very helpful and we have actually become good friends. Except now she is the happy one and I'm not. I was at the train station. I wasn't taking the train tho. I was gonna fly. With Luna and Jax. They are both I  there other forms a lot more know. Over the year I changed a lot. I have learned to his my emotions. I have learned to be the exact opposite of who I was. Today the whole guild was gonna be waiting for me to return. The cool thing is now I have actual dragon wings. They are pretty scary looking. But I love them. I got them when I started training. They grew on my back one day and never let. I can make then appear or disappear. But I had wings. I looked at Luna and Jax. The boys had taken my bag. Jax turned into a dragon but not a full grown one. He turned into one that was the size of a small kids bedroom. Luna sat on his back and I stretched out my wings. We flew up and went to Fairy tail. I was just gliding through the air. I decided to sing to relieve my stress. The one song I loved.



I finally made it to magnolia. I went gliding around the city. I saw fairytail. I stayed towards them in the air. I was right above them and they didn't notice. I flew towards the ocean a little and I hovered won. With Jax and Luna right beside me. I leaned o. The edge of the  cliff and stretched. I retracted my wings and made them disapear. I was humming my song and I turned around. I saw all my old friends and I then saw Natsu. "Hey Natsu Lucy Gray juvia Wendy Ezra. Long time no see right." Before they could answer Cana jumped at me and hugged me tight. "I missed you so much don't ever leave again." "On my god your not drunk the world is gonna end." She punched me in the arm. She retarded he hand and held it. "Your skin is as hard as Gajeels. I mean dam. Someone trained a lot." I just looked at her and then back at my friends. I crossed my arms and I forgot I didn't have sleeves on. They saw my burnt skin on my arms. "It sucks being rejected. My solar power started tearing me apart. First by burning my skin but I stopped the spread. It only went to my forearms." I walked away and went to the master. "Hello master." He looked at me sighed. "I can tell that you are stronger already your magic power is very intense." That was the first thing people notice about me know. My magic power. They also noticed my weird tattoos on my back and my burnt skin. I hated how people only noticed my flaws. But I'm used to it. It wss evening and the sun was setting. I looked up and saw sting and rouge walking to people. I looked at Gajeel and Laxus. "Why the hellis he here?" "You need to talk to him." I looked at them with mean glares. "He is my mate and he rejected me. Under a spell or not he still did it. I went through he'll for six months. Because of him. I'm going for a fly. Be back soon." I walked away from them after punching them each in the arm. I walked to the edge of the cliff. A lot of people say I look like a demon because of my wings. I made my wings reappear but they were huddled to my back. I breathed in ocean air and I spread them. I knew people were looking. "Is that really YN?" I knew rouge asked the question.  I flapped my wings so I could rise into the air. Once I was high enough I went straight. Really fast. Even though my wings weren't big they were powerful. I didn't use any magic with them either so that was abonus. I flew up really high. I brought my wings close to me and I dove down fast. I heard people yell my name. But is as to busy smiling and laughing to care. I opened my wings and flew righton the surface of the water. I was doing loopy loops and having fun. Luna joined me. All the exceeds carried there dragon slayers up into the air. I sent Jax to get Laxus. We all flew and had fun. Luna was a Phoenix and me and her were racing. We were laughing and carrying on. All the dragon slayers landed and went inside the guild. I was the last one to land. Gajeel and Laxus told me to talk to Rouge. I saw Sting pushing Rouge towards me. I got out of there and went to the tree where I had my first kiss. I loved this tree and it hasn't changed in a year. I knew someone was coming. "We need to talk wether you like it or not YN." Rouge was at the base of the tree and was staring in my general direction. I was basically camouflaged. " You hurt me. You plain out rejected me. Not knowing that you could of killed me. I went through 6 months of torture because of you. Because you couldn't stop yourself from getting Kagura in bed." I was mad and I was just sitting in the tree being mad. "I never wanted to hurt you. She put a love spell on me and when we had sex it was complete. I never wanted to hurt you. I have been going through months of hell because I was worried about you. You are my mate wether you like it or not and you always will be. Truth be told you stole my heart." I was slightly shocked by his words. I looked up at the stars. I had a clear view from the spot I was in. "I remember how you apologized last time. You came up the tree and sat right behind me. I snuggled into your chest and you wrapped your arms around me. You were so comforting. When looked into my eyes. That was the moment I knew you stole my heart." He chuckled at the memory. "Wanna try again and I will make things different this time?" I looked down and smiled. "Sure but it will take a lot more than good looks to impress me. He came up the tree in shadow form. "So you are calling me handsome. That's a start." He leaned up against the tree and I looked at him. He looked so handsome sitting up again st the tree. He grabbed my hand. I scooted back and sat in front of him. He wrapped his arms around my neck and I leaned back into him. I snuggled into his chest and I held his arms in place. He put his chin on the top of my head. "This was the first place I ever had my first true loves kiss. I will never for get. I had you in my arms just like I do now." I smiled at the memory. "I never told you the one thing I wanted to say. I regret it  everyday." I was looking up at the sky. "What did you wanna say to me?" One of his hands grabbed mine. "I wanted to say I love you. I love you with all my heart and more YN. You mean the world to me. I wish you could forgive me for all the things I have done. Even if you can't I will still love you." I smiled and giggled a little. "I have already forgiven you Rouge. I am just glad that you sis I love you first. I didn't want to steal your spotlight." He just laughed. "Well do you wanna retry that kiss?" I looked up at him. I sat up and wiggled my way out of his arms. He placed his hands on my waist and I put one hand on his chest. I put rhe other on his neck. I smashed my lips into his. He was surprised for a second but he gladly kissed back. He picked my bottom lip for entrance. I opened my mouth more. Out tounges fought for dominance and I won. I explored every inch of his mouth. We pulled away for air. He jumped down and looked up at me. "I never got my dance."