Forever & Always

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As of now...

Our lives, our relationship, our marriage, our family...

Life is like a ferris wheel, we go up and down in circles. Sometimes, it will go fast and slow. Life is a chance from God that we do not waste. Chance to forgive those people who deserves forgiveness. A chance to make things right, a chance to do something you always want to do, a chance to love.

Life is not easy. Our relationship is like a fusion of love and hate. It wasn't easy. Not all relationship ends with a 'happily ever after'.

Maraming problema ang sumagasa saamin ni Jay. We broke up how many times. We started as strangers and ended up strangers. But life and destiny played with us.

Sa napakaraming prosisyon, sa simbahan din ang tuloy namin. We're fortunately married.

Marriage is sacred. It felt like a rollercoaster. You slowly go up and suddenly go down taht fast. Pero natuto na kami ng asawa ko.

K.I.S.S.

"Keep It Slow and Steady"

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Now playing: Walang Hanggan by Quest

On the hospital bed I lay. White ceilings, tables and me, in a hospital dress. I've been here for 3 months.

What I'm doing as of now, is fighting for my life. Ako na kailangan ng anak at asawa ko.

Nakaupo ako, reading a book titled 'Demons and Angels' written by Dan Brown. Mag-isa lang ako ngayon, dito sa napakalawak na kwartong ito.

I heard the door creeked. Someone's in. I looked at the person who came in and it is the love of my life.

"Hon," he whispered and kissed my forehead. "Are you okay? Bakit mag-isa ka lang?"

Tinitigan ko siya. He is so handsome. No wonder kung bakit kami maraming problema sa buhay namin noon. Isang problema ay yung mukha niya.

"I'm okay." I smiled at him genuinely. He wrapped his arms around me. "I love you, forever and always..."

I can't help myself but to cry. I felt my head becoming heavy and also my eyelids and my body.

"I love you too and Andrea, forever and always..."

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"Daddy, can you tell me about mommy?" Tanong ng limang taong gulang na bata sa ama niya pagkatapos nilang magdasal.

"Baby, mommy is an angel. A beautiful, kind, nice and loving angel." Sagot ng ama ng bata. Ngumiti ang bata.

Tuwing nagtatanong ang kanyang anak tungkol sa mommy niya, yun palagi ang sagot niya. Binuhat niya ang kanyang anak at lumabas ng simbahan.

He always ask strength from Him. For his daughter... The only memory of his wife left to him. For she will always be remembered albeit she's far away.

And for he will love her forever an always...